KICKING IT WITH 2 GUNS

 MAMA ! COME ON LET ME IN, I'M BEGGING YOU,YA! JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND
                          MAMA! I THINK I MESSED UP AGAIN, MOM ! IT'S SERIOUS I JUST SHOT A MAN
                           HE DISRESPECTED ME, WHEN I SPOKE TO HIM HE NEGLECTED ME, YOU KNOW
                           OUT ON THE STREET, WE DON'T ROLL LIKE THAT, WE GOT  TO REPRESENT
                           WE GOT TO KEEP UP OUR STATS,WHAT? WHO CARES IF HES GOT A KID
                           SHOULDN'T BEEN RUNNING HIS MOUTH, UP IN MY GRID. TRUTH IF HE WAS
                           SMART, HE WOULD HAVE WALKED AWAY, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN QUASHED
                           BEFORE HE GOT HIS WORLD TORN APART, 99 PERCENT OF THE TIME I'LL
                           FINISH THE GAME THAT I START. WHO THE HELL HE THINK WAS LIKE SNAPPING
                           HIS FINGERS LIKE A little FAG! I REVERSED THIS BITCH, AND TOOK HIS MONEY
                           NOW HES GONE FROM RICHES TO RAGS, LAST GOLD HE EVER SEEN
                           WAS MY 44 MAG! THIS HOE DESERVED WHAT HE GOT, WHO THE HELL CALLS HIMSELF
                           CRISCO ? WHAT DID HE GREASE HIMSELF UP. SHIT BY THE END OF THE
                           NIGHT I HAD HIS STRIPPER GIRLFRIEND, SHE HAD HUNGRY LOOK IN HER
                           EYE SHE WAS CHASING THE PAPER, SHE ASK ME IF I WANTED TO DATE HER
                           I REPLIED YOU NASTY GIRL I WOULDN'T BUY YOU FAKE FUR, YOU WORK THE
                           STRIPPER POLE, LIKE YOUR THE DEVIL DANCING AROUND WITH NO SOUL
                           FROM MIDDLE OF NIGHT, YOU SEE HIM IN YOUR HEAD,YOUR GONNA WIND
                            UP IN AN ALLEY SOMEWHERE DEAD, OH PLEASE! STOP YOUR CRYING  
                            SHIT IT'S NOT LIKE YOU NEVER BEEN HERE BEFORE, SO YOU GOT TO STOP
                           FRONTING, AND GUYS WONT BE TREATING YOU LIKE A BUS RIDE,EVERYONE
                           TAKES THERE TURN, THEN LEAVES YOU BEHIND, SO HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR YOURSELF
                           IF YOU WANNA START KICKING IT WITH ME, BECAUSE I RUN THE GAME IN THIS TOWN
                            I'M THE DOPEST CAT AROUND,THEY CALL ME 2 GUNS AND IF YOU DON'T FOLLOW MY PLAY
                             YOU WONT MAKE IT ANOTHER DAY, SO THE NEXT TIME YOU SAY SHIT ABOUT ME FROM YOUR LIPS,
                             YOU BETTER LOOK BOTH WAYS, BEFORE IT'S YOUR LAST TRIP, NO JOKEN!!
               

YOU CAN GO HOME NOW DADDY

                     you can go home now daddy, but not a moment before your ready

                     yes PA!  we're still a little wobley but  even so were still pretty steady

                     you can break down now daddy,you can cry, you never were good

                     at goodbyes, whats that? whose by your side, I wept, wiping tears from my eyes

                     we all are! why? were here to say goodbye, look it's raining out we'v made mom cry

                       just then we all felt a deep chill enter the room, then light flickered with a wink of her eye

                      she swept  dad away without even a goodbye,we seen him  leave past us quicker than

                      a speed of light, he hadn't moved that fast since he protected us all in the middle of night

                      we finally seen a sense of peace travel through dads face, a look we hadn't seen since

                      he was separate from time, and space and now he's a million miles away, there are so

                      many signs that our families give us throughout the day,mostly a chill ,a sense when we

                      kneel to prey, we never see them because we are so evolved, in are own lives everyday

                      so lets just take a minute in each thing we do everyday. but mostly it's a feeling, a tingling

                      of presence around you, something you can't explain, like a flickering light going, a wind blowing
                      through a candle into your brain, or even deeper the same sign everywhere look, something

                      you keep thinking about ,something your reading it in a book, you not a reader so you ask

                      yourself what is it about this book, even more where did it come from, I never bought it

                      at the store.how did it get here?who brought it in the door, you have a dream about a loved

                   one, you ask  has crossed over, don't dismiss the dream, take your time and think it over, i

 know you ask yourself    
                      why me? why am i having this dream? what does it mean? maybe your not ready, to hear something
                      so strong, so think about the signs that are happening now, you realize you've been getting them along,  be
                      it could be in dream, in a number, or a miss placed item or just a song. it matter how you receive these
                      signs, there meaningless you'll stay blind, until you come to accept it and have an open mind. you will have doubter
                      who think you'r crazy their unwilling to accept it well lets be honest their mentally lazy, because it
                      takes a person with great will power to see the signs they see everyday, that's why you were choosing
                      and remember to look at the sign with an open mind, because the the true meaning won't be the
                      first thing that comes in your mind, it's much deeper as you will soon find, most of the time

                      you receive these signs in form of numbers , it's a day not a time, thanks for listening to

                       this story of mine, keep an open mind, and you'll do just fine!!!!!

STICKS AND STONES

FROM THE BLIND GIRL ON THE CORNER ,TO THE DEAF BOY RUNNING TRACK, YOU

 CLOSE YOUR EYES WHILE YOUR BESTS GETTING  JACKED, SO REMEMBER
.
DON'T TREAT OTHERS BAD,STOP MAKING THOSE CRACKS, JUST CAUSE YOU CAN

', DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO TREAT THEM THAT WAY SO YOU WATCH,A CRIPPLE

 BOY FALL TO HIS FACE, YOU THINK THAT'S COOL YOU THINK THAT'S FUN, TO BE IN

 THE BACK MAKING FUN OF EVERYONE, THAT OK OK IT'S FINE JUST REMEMBER  THE

 GOODS TIME YOUR HAVING IT WON'T LAST. CAUSE THE ROTATION OF  TIME, BEFORE

 YOU KNOW IT, NOW IT'S YOU ON THE GROUND EVEN YOUR BEST FRIEND IS KICKING

 YOU WHILE YOUR DOWN IT HAS BECOME YOUR TURN.   YOU TRIP IN THE HALL IN

 FRONT OF EVERYONE,THEY PUT ON A LOOK OF DIS-CONCERNED , BUT DEEP DOWN

 THEIR JUST GLAD IT WASN'T THEIR TURN,  IF SO THEN WHY DO WE  ACT THIS WAY

 DON'T WE HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO, STICKS AND STONE , SOMETIMES IT HITS US

 AT HOME.

COLORS

COLORS

COLOR IS A BRIGHT BUT HEARTLESS, DEPTH OF EXPRESSION

TWO COLORS COLLABORATING TO MAKE A THIRD, THE BRIGHT COLORS COMMAND A

 BLENDING RAINBOW. IF YOU WERE A COLOR WHICH ONE WOULD YOU BE AND WOULD YOUR

 COLOR MERGE WITH ME, CAUSE IF I WAS A COLOR, I'D BE BLUE BECAUSE NO MATTER WHERE

 YOU ARE I'D BE IN THE SKY NEXT TO YOU, WOULD YOU BE PINK LIKE SOFT BABY SKIN WE ALL

 HAVE A COLOR IN US THAT TELLS US WHO WE ARE, LIKE THE LEGEND OF THE MOOD RING, OR

 TURNING RED MEANING ON THE EDGE, OR GREEN MEANING YOUR A SEX FEEN, COLORS ARE

 LIKE NUMBERS THE COLORS ARE ENDLESS,, BY PUTTING, ONE TWO.. THREE COLORS

 TOGETHER YOUR ART WILL START TO PROGRESS. IF YOU MIXED YOU AND YOUR SOUL MATES

 COLORS, WOULD YOU HAVE CREATED COLOR THAT'S NEVER BEEN DISCOVERED, SO WE TRY

 TO FIND DIFFERENT WAYS TO BUILD ART, IT'S ARE WAY OF COMMUNICATING FROM THE

 HEART, SO NEXT TIME YOU LOOK AT YOUR FRIEND, IMAGINE THEM IN A COLOR THAT

 TOGETHER YOU MIGHT BLEND

NOR BLACK OR WHITE

NOR BLACK OR WHITE

THINKING BACK NOW, HOW AMAZING TIMES ARE WHEN YOUR A KID, LIFE'S SIMPLE MYSTERIES

, OF WHOSE IT FOR TAG, SWEATING A LONG SIDE EACH OTHER, AND MAKING JOKES ABOUT

 WHOSE IN A SLUMP, CAUSE WHEN YOUR A KIDS, NONE CARES IF WHITE MEN CAN'T JUMP. AND

 RACE MEANS YOUR GONNA RUN, AND ON THE COURT NO ONE GETS SHOT BY A GUN, AND

 WHEN YOUR A KID A COURTS, A GREAT PLACE TO HAVE FUN. A KID IS COLOR BLIND, THEY

 LOVE PEOPLE OF ALL COLORS, AND THEN THEY LOVE AND RESPECT , FATHERS, AND

 MOTHERS, SO MAYBE IF WE STAYED A CHILD, THE ANSWERS WE MIGHT FIND, WE LOVE

 EVERYONE RACES OF ALL KINDS, DON'T SPILL YOUR HATRED ON TO YOUR KIDS, PLEASE

 TEACH THEM RIGHT CAUSE IN HEAVEN THERE IS NO BLACK AND WHITE, THERE'S JUST

 BEAUTIFUL SOULS THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT. WHY DO WE STEREOTYPE, WHY DO WE ALWAYS

 HAVE TO BE EITHER BLACK OR WHITE, LETS LAY DOWN OUR RACIST WAYS, BECAUSE WERE

 ALL GOING TO BE ONE SOME DAY.

MONTE

HE WALKED ON WATER, HE COVERED MY UNIVERSE,HE HELD HIS FIRST DAUGHTER ALL NIGHT

 LONG FOR A STRAIGHT YEAR, HE HOVERED OVER US AS THE LIGHTING STRUCK NEAR, LIKE A

 PAPA BEAR WIPING HIS LITTLE CUBS TEARS. HIS VOICE DEEP AS A MOUNTAIN LION, SOFT AS A

 KITTEN WHEN HE WAS CRYING, THE CONSTANT THRUST OF HIS PAST, ALWAYS REMINDED HE

 WAS BORN LAST, NEVER DETERRED IN HIS POSITION AS A DAD,RULED HIS CUBS WITH A STERN

 HAND, EVEN WHEN THINGS WENT BAD. LIKE THE THUNDER IN THE NIGHT, TOOK HIM  RIGHT TO

 THE BREAKDOWN

 WHEN SARA LEFT HIS LIFE. A STREAM OF POISON RAGING THROUGH HIS CANCER STRICKING

 BODY, MADE ALL THAT KNEW HIM SAD, THE ONES THAT WERE CLOSE SIMPLY CALLED HIM

 MONTE, AND WE JUSTKNEW HIM AS DAD

COWBOY-ROY

THIS A STORY OF THE LAST LIVING COWBOY, HIS NAME WAS ROY AND EVERYTHING HE DID IN

 LIFE BROUGHT JOY, HE LOVED HIS FAMILY DOWN TO THE LAST BOY, HE HAD THE RESPECT OF

 ALL HIS FRIENDS, WHO STOOD BY HIM RIGHT TO THE END. THERE WASN'T ANYTHING HE

 COULDN'T FIX, THIS COWBOY KNEW ALL THE TRICKS, I MET HIM ON THE FIRST DAY I CAME

 AROUND, A TWENTY-ONE YEAR OLD BOY NEW TO THIS SIDE OF TOWN, FIRST THING HE SAID

 TO BOY ARE YOU GONNA SIT DOWN, CAUSE IF YOUR NOT SITTING, YOUR NOT DRINKING

, MY FRIEND COWBOY ROY WAS ALWAYS THINKING. HEY WHERE YOU FROM, HE ASK, I SAID I'M

 FROM AROUND, HE SAID WELL YOUNG COUNTRY BOY MY NAME IS ROY AND WELCOME TO

 PEOPLES LOUNGE. HE HAD A HEART HE WAS ALWAYS THAT WAY. SOFT AS SILK, AND TOUGH

 AS NAILS, HE WOULD SIT DOWN AND TELL ME ABOUT THE DAYS OF WORKING ON THE RAILS. HE

 CAME IN MY RESTAURANT EVERYDAY, HE'D SAY WHATS A GOOD WORD,KIND OF FUNNY NOW

 THAT'S ALL HE'D SAY, THAT'S ALL I HERD. HE ALWAYS WANTED TO HEAR ABOUT EVERYONE'S

 DAY, AND THAT WAS JUST HIS COWBOY WAY. EVERY TIME I DRIVE BY, I CAN FEEL THIS WARM

 FEELING OF TEARS FALLING FROM MY EYES, BUT FOR NOW COWBOY-ROY I SAY GOODBYE

THIS A TRIBUTE TO A GREAT MAN WHO PASSED AWAY A WHILE BACK IF YOU KNEW PEOPLES

 LOUNGE YOU KNEW ROY BAKER HE WAS A GOOD MAN AND WELL MISS R.I.P. ROY ,

WHO AM I

  I LAY HERE WATCHING AS THE WORLD IS PASSING  BY, INSTEAD OF ENJOYING THE

 BEAUTIFUL SUNRISE, WONDERING IF I'M EVER GOING TO FEEL ANY SENSE OF LIFE, AM

 I  ALIVE, OR HAS MY TIME COME AND I'M SO UNWILLING TO REALIZE, IF NOT WHY DO

 I FEEL LIKE A STRANGER IN THIS LARGE LAND, ASK MYSELF WHY WAS I BORN IN THE

 IMAGE OF THIS MAN, AND HOW CAN I LOVE SOMEONE WHEN I CAN SEEM TO LOVE

 MYSELF, FEEL LIKE A ZOMBIE WHOSE UNDER A SPELL, WILL THIS FEELING EVER

 BREAK FREE, AND WILL I EVER BE ABLE TO JUST BE ME. EVERYONE AROUND SEEMS

 LIKE THEY WANT TO BE SOMEONE ELSE, IT SAD THEY CAN'T JUST BE THEMSELVES

, AND I JUST  DON'T KNOW WHY  I DON'T EVEN FEEL COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN

, I DON'T KNOW WHEN YESTERDAY LEFT OFF, AND TOMORROW BEGINS. AM I STUCK

 BETWEEN WORLDS, IF SO I'M NOT EVEN SURPRISED, MAYBE NOT WANTING TO

 ACCEPT THE DAY OF MY DEMISE HOW CAN I LIVE IN THE FUTURE WHEN I COULDN'T

 EVEN LIVE IN THE PAST, I ASK MYSELF CAN PEOPLE SEE ME, I CAN'T KEEP UP IN THIS

 WORLD IT'S MOVING WAY TO FAST. ARE THE PEOPLE I SEE WALKING AROUND  DEAD

 TOO, I'M AFRAID TO TALK TO ANYONE, WHAT IF THEY CAN'T SEE ME, WHAT IF I'M NOT

 EVEN HERE, AM I IN A DREAM IF SO WHY IS EVERYONE ELSE FACES SO CLEAR.  PINCH

 MYSELF BUT I FEEL NOTHING THIS WORLD HAS MADE ME NUMB, I COULD BE THE

 BUSINESS MAN,ON THE CORNER, OR I COULD BE THE GUY YOU WON'T LOOK AT JUST SOME BUM

DREAMER

YOU KNEW THIS RIGHT FROM THE START, HOW YOU GOING TO FINISH SOMETHING, THAT YOU

 WONT EVEN START

YOU HAVE LOTS OF DREAMS ,YOU HAVE MANY PLANS

BUT WHERE TO START IS SOMETHING YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND

SO YOU GO THROUGH LIFE WONDERING WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN

LETTING YOUR SELF DOWN OVER AND OVER AGAIN

ANOTHER DREAM THAT'S OVER FROM THE START

KNOWING FAREWELL THAT ITS TEARING YOU APART

YOU CAN'T FINISH SOMETHING THAT YOU DON'T EVEN BEGIN
 
SO REMIND YOURSELF YOU CAN'T WIN A RACE YOUR NOT EVEN IN

SO NO REGRETS IN LIFE WONDERING WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN

FULL FILL YOUR DREAMS, RIGHT TO THE BITTER END!!

BROTHERLY LOVE

A LOVE BETWEEN BROTHERS IS A BOND THAT CAN NOT BE BROKE

BROTHERLY LOVE IS STRONGER THAN THE BLOOD THAT BONDS, AND BREAKING IT IS LIKE SUFFERING A STROKE

EVEN THE TIMES WHEN YOU LET HIM DOWN, HE WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND

 A BROTHERLY LOVE IS IN YOUR HEART EVERYDAY, A LOVE THAT NEVER GOES AWAY, LIKE

 STANDING NEXT TO HIM ON HIS WEDDING DAY, AND AGAIN, WHEN HE GIVES HIS DAUGHTER

 AWAY

BROTHERLY LOVE IS HOLDING HIM HIM WHEN HE STARTS TO CRY

NEVER ONCE ASKING WHY. A BROTHER WILL BE THERE WHEN YOU STUMBLE AND FALL

 DOWN, HE'LL PICK UP HIS BROTHER UP OFF THE GROUND,, TO EVERYONE WHO HAS A BROTHER, LOVE HIM IN EVERY WAY

 LIKE THERE WON'T BE ANOTHER DAY, TO MY BOTHER KEVIN,SCOTT, AND JEFF FROM YOUR BIG

 BROTHER, MAY OUR BLOOD BE STRONG ENOUGH TO KEEP US TOGETHER

WHO WOULD YOU BE TODAY

I MISS YOU MY FRIEND SINCE YOU BEEN GONE, I CAN STILL REMEMBER WHEN OUR FRIENDSHIP HAD BEGUN,

 LIKE THE TIME WE TOKE YOUR DADS SWEET ELCOMINO, DROVE THAT HYDRO TO

 THE END OF RENO, AND YOU GOT GROUNDED FOR LIFE, I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT NIGHT

 NEXT TIME WE MEET, EVEN THOUGH YOUR LIFE ON EARTH IS DONE, YOUR LIFE IN ETERNITY HAS JUST BEGUN FRIEND YOUR THE ONE

 MY FRIEND YOU LEFT ME HERE ALONE EACH TIME YOUR AROUND ME FROM ABOVE I SEE THE  FILLED WITH DOVES, IN THE NIGHT I STILL HEAR THE

 RINGING OF MY EARS, IT'S ALL ABOUT HANDS OF TIME YOU CAN'T TRADE YOURS FOR MINE, YOU WOULD BE APPROACHING 50  DO YOU FEEL THAT OLD, I 

GUESS IT IS JUST AS HARD TO SAY , BUT I  WONDER WHO YOU 

WOULD BE TODAY,  WOULD YOU HELP KIDS IN THE PARK, OR WOULD YOU BE

 SOME DANGEROUS UNDERCOVER NARC, WOULD YOU BE MARRIED WITH A WIFE AND CHILD AT THIS TIME , OR SEARCHING FOR YOURSELF TO FIND

 WHO I AM, THESE ARE THINGS I DO NOT

 UNDERSTAND, AM I A BOY OR A MAN SOMETHING THAT'S BEEN TAKEN AWAY SOMETHING I DON'T UNDERSTAND

  I'LL NEVER LET SOMEONE GET CLOSE TO ME AGAIN,

 CAUSE I CAN'T BURY ANOTHER FRIEND, WE'LL HANG OUT AGAIN, WHEN MY LIFE ON EARTH 

HAS COME TO AN END.THEN  I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN

TRIBUTE TO MY BEST FRIEND WHO DIED 33 YEARS AGO THIS WEEK

TONY YOU WERE MORE THAN A FRIEND YOU WERE MY BROTHER, CAN'T BE REPLACE 

THERE'S ONLY ONE TONY NO OTHER

HALO CHILD

                                            HALO CHILD

SHE WAS AN ABANDONED  CHILD ON THE STREETS AT A YOUNG AGE
,
 DRUGS, AND PROSTITUTION WAS HER LIFE, SHE WAS FULL OF RAGE

 TO MANY MISTAKES, AND REGRETS, FOR A YOUNG GIRL HER AGE

  NO ONE CARED, THEY ALL WATCHED, WHILE WAS RAPED

 EVERYONE WAS TO BUSY, I ASK MYSELF MAYBE IF IT WAS ON  ANOTHER DAY

 HOW CAN LOVING PEOPLE TREAT HER THAT WAY, THEN FROM ACROSS THE BAY

 A WOMAN CAME  AND PULLED THE MEN AWAY, PEOPLE BELIEVED THAT AN ANGEL CAME DOWN THAT DAY

SHE SMILED AT THE GIRL, WITH A HALO OVER HER HEAD, IF I DIDN'T KNOW I'D SAY THE LADY WAS DEAD

I WOULDN'T BELIEVE IT IF I DIDN'T SEE IT WITH MY OWN EYES, SHE ROSE FROM THE CROWD

 HOW CAN THIS BE TRUE THE LITTLE GIRL WAS CLEAN AS ME AND YOU, BLOOD DISAPPEARED OUT OF THE BLUE

 ONE THING THAT I SAW TO BE TRUE, WAS THE HUNDREDS OF CUTS ON HER BODY THROUGH AND THROUGH

  AND AS THE ANGEL AND THE YOUNG GIRL CROSSED THE THROUGH THE SPECTATORS ON THE STREET

 ONE LESSON I LEARNED ON THAT DAY, GOD WILL SAVE YOU ALLS YOU HAVE TO DO IS PREY

REGRETS FROM THE PAST

                                                         REGRETS FROM THE PAST

 I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY SINGLE NIGHT, FROM THE LAUGHS WE

     HAD TO THE SILLY FIGHTS

 WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME I GUESS

 WE’LL NEVER KNOW, I SET YOU FREE

BUT IT SEEMS LIKE, NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, I CAN’T GET

 OVER YOU, I ALWAYS CRY

 I CAN’T STOP MYSELF FROM WONDERING WHY, COULD I HAVE

 STOP YOU FROM SAYING GOODBYE

WHY DID I KEEP HURTING YOU, WHY DO I DO THESE THING I DO,

 LIKE BREAKING YOUR HEART INTO

 I HAVE TRIED SO HARD TO BE THAT MAN YOU NEEDED ME TO BE,

 BUT I GUESS THAT’S JUST NOT ME

 I PLAY THAT NIGHT IN MY HEAD EVERY SINGLE DAY, HOW COULD I

 MAKE YOU WANT TO STAY

 WHY THE HELL DID I LET YOU WALK AWAY,  IF I WAS A BETTER

 MAN WOULD YOU BE HERE TODAY

 WHAT COULD I HAVE SAID TO MAKE YOU STAY, I LOVE YOU I’LL BE

 BETTER TOMORROW THAN I WAS TODAY

                            

                                   

                                   

NEVER TO BE

                                                 NEVER TO BE

    THINKING BACK NOW TO ALL THE TIMES THAT WE HAD , GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE HEARTBREAKS THAT WERE SAD

 I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING FROM THE MOMENTS WE SPENT EVEN FOR A SECOND EVEN IF I NEEDED TO VENT

 LIKE GOING TO THE MOVIES IN MY BEAT UP OLD CAR, CAUSE EVERY MINUTE YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE A SUPERSTAR

 AND NOW I HAVE TO ADMIRE YOU FROM AFAR, BECAUSE THERE'S TOO MANY MILES BETWEEN US I COULDN'T REACH YOU

 EVEN IF I COULD WHAT WOULD I SAY I'VE LEFT YOU WITH SO MANY REGRETS YOU HAD TO MOVE AWAY

 THERE'S A REASON WE CAN'T GO BACK IN TIME, LIKE A MOVIE THAT'S BETTER IF IT  NEVER REWINDS

 I BROKE YOUR HEART MANY YEARS AGO, AND FOR THAT I MUST PAY THE ULTIMATE PRICE YOU KNOW

 YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING TO BE TRUE AND THAT'S WHY YOU DID WHAT HAD TO DO, I WOULD HAVE DONE SAME TO YOU

 I CRIED THE DAY YOU LEFT THE TEARS NEARLY TOOK ME TO MY DEATH, BUT  I KNEW SOMEHOW I'D GET UP AGAIN

AND FROM THAT DAY FORWARD YOUR LIFE HAD TO  BEGIN, A LIFE I KNEW I WOULD NOT BE IN, BECAUSE MINES

 FULL OF REGRET AND SIN, FROM THE BEGINNING WE KNEW IT WOULDN'T LAST WE  WERE ON  DIFFERENT PATHS

YOU WERE MUCH TO BEAUTIFUL FOR ME TO HOLD, OR WAS IT OUR AGES, AND WAS I JUST TO OLD

 I GUESS THE REASON WE WILL NEVER KNOW, MAYBE IF IT WAS ANOTHER PLACE AND TIME WE WOULD'VE GROWN OLD

ON MOTHERS DAY

as the day starts to unfold, the daily lessons she's about to earn, sometimes she has to be cold, but don't

 mistake a moment of kindness for ever being weak, if you mess with her children, she'll bring you down to your knees

 NOW ON 364 DAYS A YEAR SHE'LL PROTECT,SMOTHER AND KEEP YOU NEAR. SO IT'S NOT

 ASKING A LOT FOR YOU TO SHOW YOUR LOVE FOR HER ONE DAY A YEAR. EVERYDAY SHE COOKS, CLEANS 

AND BAKES, AND WIPES YOUR TEARS , BUT NOW IT'S YOUR TURN TO PAMPER HER ON MOTHERS DAY, AND 

DAD SHOULD TAKE HER OUT TO DINNER, PULL OUT HER CHAIR AND TREAT HER LIKE THE WINNER SHE

 DESERVES TO BE. SOME DAYS DADS HER BIGGEST CHILD, OTHER DAYS ARE MORE MILD, BUT MOST DAYS 

HE DESERVES TO BE HER SOUL MATE, BUT SOME DAYS HE MAKES HER FEEL SO IRATE. MOST DAYS A

 MOTHER HAS TO HAVE SUPER POWERS, BUT ON MOST DAYS SHE JUST WANTS DAD TO BRING HER SOME

 FLOWERS. TO ALL THE MOTHERS ON MOTHERS DAY WE LOVE YOU IN ALL AND EVERYDAY.

HAVE A GOOD MOTHERS DAY

TO A SPECIAL FRIEND

ABOUT A SPECIAL FRIEND OF MINE , OUR TRIALS AND TRIBUNES IS WHAT HELPS US BIND. TO ALL THE

 FRIENDS THAT I'VE LEFT BEHIND TO THE ONE I SPENT MY LIFE TO FIND, TELLING  STORIES OF

 WHATS  HAPPENED IN THE PAST AND HOW TIME HAS GONE BY SO FAST THEN WE ASK OUR

 SELVES WERE WE REALLY FRIENDS AT ALL OR WERE WE A SCALE WEIGHING IN WAITING FOR WHERE WE LEFT OFF TO START AGAIN. IF WE MET

 AGAIN WOULD WE STILL BE FRIENDS TODAY OR WOULD WE JUST LOOK AND WALK THE OTHER WAY.

 THESE ARE QUESTION I  ASK MYSELF ABOUT MY FRIEND, WHO I'LL PROBABLY NEVER SEE HER FACE

 AGAIN . EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON IT'S SOMETHING THAT I BELIEVE IN. BUT FOR ME AFTER ALL

 THIS TIME I HAVE TO BELIEVE OUR SOULS WERE MEANT TO FIND A MATE OF ANOTHER KIND

 MIGHT I SEE MY FRIEND AGAIN,  THIS I HOPE BEFORE MY LIFE COMES TO THEE END

WHO I'VE BECOME

WOULD YOU APPROVE OF WHO I'VE BECOME , IF YOU REALLY KNEW WHAT I'VE DONE. I GET UP EACH

 MORNING AND TRY TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR EVERYDAY BUT HEAD HALF TILTED I MUST LOOK AWAY 

FROM FEAR OF WHAT I BECOME A MONSTER IN MY OWN MIND, EVERYONE ELSE SEES A MAN THAT'S KIND.

 BUT IF YOU SEEN THE TRUTH IT WOULD TURN YOU BLIND, A CRAZY MAN WHO'S IN A WORLD HE DON'T

 FIT IN NOR DOES HE KNOW IF HE EVER WILL AGAIN. A NORMAL PERSON WOULD NEVER WANT TO SEE THE 

WORLD THE WAY THE CRAZY MAN SEES IT. SOME MIGHT GO TO HELL BUT HES ALREADY THERE. IF

 SOCIETY REALLY KNEW HE WAS UNWELL THEY WOULD BAN TOGETHER AND TOSS THE MAN DOWN A WELL,

 WE IN SOCIETY ARE AFRAID OF THING WE DO NOT UNDERSTAND SO HE MUST REMAIN A QUIET CRAZY

 MAN.

MY FACEBOOK ADDICTION

MY FACEBOOK ADDICTION

             MY ADDICTION HAS BECOME SO STRONG THAT I DON’T KNOW HOW I BELONG

            I SEE HER WALL ON FACEBOOK EVERYDAY, I WANT TO MESSAGE HER BUT AFTER ALL WHAT DO I SAY

            SUDDENLY I HEAR THE SOUND OF MY HEARTS PULSATING SOUND THEN I ASK

             DOES SHE HAVE SOMEONE ELSE, DOES SHE KNOW THE WAY I FELT, I  FEEL THE BEEDS OF HER

           BREATHING DEEPLY DOWN MY NECK, THIS ADDICTION FOR HER HAS MADE ME SICK

            LIKE THE FEELING OF HER BLEEDING INTO MY BLOOD, I FEEL LIKE I’M SINKING AND FALLING IN LOVE

            I IMAGINE THE SMELL, OF HER SENT, DRIVES ME CRAZY TIL THE SMELL HAS GONE AND WENT

          SHE IS LIKE A MASSIVE DRUG, THE MORE I SEE HER EACH DAY THE MORE IT'S NEVER ENOUGH

         NEVER KNOWING WHERE THIS JOURNEY MIGHT TAKE ME, THESE FEELINGS WILL I EVER BREAK FREE

          BUT THIS I'VE FOUND TO BE TRUE, FACEBOOK ADDICTION IS IN EVERY POST YOU DO

          THIS IS WHY I MUST DELETE THESE POST, BEFORE I GET A MESSAGE FROM FACE BOOK HOST

          NOW I MUST BLOCK HER AS MY FRIEND, SO IF THIS MISERY ADDICTION WILL EVER COME TO AN END
IF I DON'T STOP I WILL HACK HER WEBCAM EVERY TIME SHE SKYPE'S I WILL CONTROL HER IN EVERY WORD SHE TYPES

         SO NOW I MUST TELL OTHERS ABOUT WHAT I KNOW SO THEY DON’T FALL INTO FACEBOOK ADDICTION CIRCUS SHOW

          

                  BY RICK MCDONNELL@ daydreemerpoetry.blogspot.com

  

HELLO GOODBYE

                           HELLO GOODBYE

            HELLO GOODBYE  I SEE YOUR FACE UPON THE CLOUDS IN THE SKY, I LOOK UP

 AND WAVE AS TO SAY HELLO GOODBYE

          I START TO SMILE WHICH TURNS TO CRY, YOU’RE GONE NOW AND I NEVER
 SAID GOODBYE

     WOULD IT HELP  AT EVEN ALL, I WOULD GIVE YOU HALF MY BREATH, I SEE NOW YOUR LIVING YOUR LIFE EVEN AFTER DEATH

        YOU KNOW I WOULD TRADE PLACES WITH YOU IF I COULD, MA YOU KNOW THAT I WOULD

       SORRY MA YOU DESERVE A SON BETTER THAN ME, I’M NOT THE SON YOU DESERVED ME TO BE

       I KNOW YOU HAD TO GO  ON THAT SUMMERS DAY,SORRY I COULDN'T TAKE YOUR  PAIN AWAY
  

       YOUR  SISTERS MENTION YOU WHENEVER  THEY PRAY, THEY LOVE YOU SO MUCH IN EVERY WAY

        EVERY  TEAR THAT I'VE CAUSED  YOU TO SHED, CUTS THROUGH MY HEART, UNTIL MY BLOOD NO LONGER BLED

     

     YOU DESERVE BETTER THAN LIFE YOU GOT TO SEE, LIKE MANY MORE PLACES YOU WANTED TO BE

     I KNOW YOU ARE IN HEAVEN LOOKING DOWN, CAUSE I HEAR YOU LAUGHING THROUGH THE THUNDERS SOUND

    IF I COULD ONLY TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME, MOM I WOULD GLADLY TRADE YOUR LIFE FOR MINE

    I WOULD TAKE YOUR PLACE GLADLY IN LINE, CLOSE MY EYES AND BRING YOU BACK,AND NEVER LOOK BEHIND

   I KNOW YOUR MAKING A HOME FOR YOU AND DAD, BUT IF YOU COULD JUST WAIT AWHILE JUST A TAD

    HES  SADDER EVERYDAY, HE MISSES YOU AS MUCH AS WHEN YOU WENT AWAY,

   I  REMEMBER THE FUN THAT WE HAD,  THE GOOD,AND  THE BAD NOT ALL GOOD NOT ALL SAD

    THERE'S NOT A DAY THAT DOESN'T GOES BYE, WHEN I PREY I START TO CRY,

   YOUR WATCHING KEEGAN GROW FROM THE SKY, HE HAS GROWN UP TO BE A

GOOD GUY AND I SEE YOU IN HIS EYES MOSTLY WHEN HE CRIES

 

                  HELLO GOODBYE  I BETTER LEAVE BEFORE I START TO CRY, ANGEL TELL

 DAD WE SAID HI!  TO BOTH OF YOU GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!                                   

                      BY RICK MCDONNELL