GAME CHANGE

   GAME CHANGE

Life didn't come out as planned

Nothing special just an ordinary man

Life is long, sometimes tough but always hard

It’ll beat you down without a sense of any regard

 Every day feels the same but you got to get up

Put your feet to the ground, open every door that shuts

Around every corner there’s a new beginning a fresh start

A place where you find yourself, it comes from the heart

Now life’s different, maybe not better, just different

Even the people around you seem less belligerent

You seem to be happier, even though you’re just getting by

On earth you’re judged by your wealth, in heaven the rich go to hell

You can be wealthy inside your heart

 That is true wealth in life, it’s who you are

GONE OZONE GONE!

      GONE OZONE GONE!

You’re kidding life’s a state of mind

I’m living my life on someone else time

Who would I be in another world?

 Would I be a boy or a girl?

Or wouldn’t it matter in heaven we’re all the same

They say our children have no future who’s to blame

How great was this world before we came

We are so arrogant about everything we know it all

We’re so great we never land when we fall

The world wouldn’t be wasting away if we knew it all

No! We’re just tenants trashing gods land

As far back as when Adam became a man

How can we fix what we won’t admit is wrong

if we don’t fix the ozone ,we will die in space

somewhere from here to eternity we call home

TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY

    TO LIVE ANOTHER DAY

I hate when life gets to me some times

Is there anything left in life to find?

Watching and wondering why day turns to night

Life is painful sometimes I wonder is it worth the fight

The agony, drained of all my will, I fight through it still

An end to all that ale’s, giving in is a boat that won’t sail

To end all of my dreams of having what everyone else has

Wasn't in the cards I see, god had other intentions for me

God help me if all the good I've done in life is not good enough

Please have compassion for me in hell, only time will tell

Life is hard choices are tough, to leave now is all because

Because suicide is for cowards, leaving when times get rough

Is no solution it’s a crime and your sentence is execution

So live through the pain like the rest No one’s perfect just do your best

The moral is live through the pain in life, so you can live another night

STRANGER AND HIS BOY TURNS DANGER TO JOY

A STRANGER AND HIS BOY TURNED DANGER TO JOY

 You look up, and wonder is my life over or has it just begun

The clock hand changes and nothings done, the clock ticks one by one

You go to a funeral and look around you notice suddenly you’re standing alone

What did you expect, no one cares he’s gone so you’re Feeling empty inside

 Knowing you have to change the way that you live, what you’re about to do god won’t forgive

You’re going through life doing nothing sitting around watching each day turn to night

You’re not hurting anyone you’re doing no harm But! Look at yourself you can’t even think str8

Your friends watching you waste away, all alone

Standing in the corner alone, to paranoid to pick up the phone

You tell them you have the flu, not a chance

That they could imagine what you’re going through it’s a bitch knowing you’re going to die

You think about a reason to live, you couldn't find a reason why

 Your mentally ill why can’t GOD! Just let you die

Then a stranger and his boy, see’s you acting suicidal and paranoid

He’s seen it before, in his father, no one saved him no one bothered

He couldn’t save his father but he’ll save you He knows the signs of what you’re going through

He takes you to the clinic, they put you on meds you no longer hear the devil inside your head

They meet every week, to break bread, they have been so kind

A stranger and a boy has brought you to a place in your mind where you’re happy all the time

WHY CAN'T I BE ME AGAIN!

       WHY CAN’T I BE ME AGAIN!

Watching people being affectionate is how I used to be

That person I’m watching used to be me

When did I stop becoming the guy I used to be

Feeling like a hard fall, getting hit with this reality call

Is it good I’m not that guy anymore?

Everything in life happens for a reason what this was for

Watching everyone revolve around, in a world I don’t belong

Like fighting a fight you know you’re going to lose

If you when this fight will you then again become you

I’m not asking for a lot, just to be normal

Not someone who’s super special just a life that’s informal

 Everyone I touch, dies from what? Is it me or life’s just tough?

I have so many questions that only god know

This life I’m living is not the one I chose

Sometimes I’m ill some days are up others are low

Who is this guy, he is not someone I know

THIS IS GOODBYE! TIME FOR ME TO FLY

     THIS IS GOODBYE! TIME FOR ME TO FLY

All you do is lie, where have you been, who’s that guy

You must be fudging nuts, if you think you’re the one

If you think you’re someone I trust, then you are fudging nuts

I’ve been up and down for you, and look what you put me through

You’re going to have to hurt another guy, it’s time for me to fly

You pulled so much shit I don’t know where to begin

I’m addicted to you, remembering who you were back then

So I let you come back over and over again, knowing how it will end

I just can’t seem to move on, I’m just not strong enough

So babe if you really love me you’ll leave me, a decision that’s tough

You won’t! I’ve come to realize it’s not love but fear of being alone

Little by little I’m drifting away from you, knowing you’re not the own

Why are you still with me, just because! Where’s the woman I fell in love

I guess life turned her that way, cold without a soul and noting to say

Less to know, being a cold bitch has made me stronger

It’s time to go, and time for me to fly, without remorse

This is goodbye, IT’S TIME FOR ME TO FLY

 All I've done for you and got nothing in return

 you’re out of my life for good, and you’re no longer my concern

SOMEDAY NOT TODAY

                      SOMEDAY, NOT TODAY

           I tried to tell you I love you, but you say I’m not being fair

           I call out for your sad eyes crying, but you’re no longer there

          I miss you’re soft touch, you’re sweet affection is no longer enough

 Even a stranger knows it’s over, why must you hurt this way

Where ever it went wrong I just couldn't say, for a guy who knows it has to be over

I truly understand, but why did it have to end this way, deep down somehow you care

 I no longer feel the same, for one to admit it’s over, no ones to blame

Please don’t think of me this way, just turn and say goodbye

Somehow there will be another day, maybe we’ll meet again someday, but not today

You know when it’s over, when there’s nothing left to say. It’s over don’t cry

Don’t make me say goodbye, it’s over, sad eyes, I couldn't love you but I tried

Someday you’ll be over and no longer cry, you’ll forget about me and not know why

Sometime things for you will get better, you will grow out of it like a bed wetter

I’m just a phase that you despise and someday I’ll no longer be the reason why

 It’s over ,this is goodbye, it’s over it no longer matters why, it’s over maybe next time