I NOW REALIZE
trying to be humble and kind
before I lose my mind
try to keep sober and clean
before it all comes to an end
she'll never come back to me again
but she'll always be a friend
the way you were to me
like a blind man I couldn't see
with so may fucked uped days
so many years to find my way
I can now remember,like it was
yesterday
I now realize before I hated you
I was so in love with you
try to stay humble before you find
the hearts you broke and the things
you realize
walked away and left you behind
I don't blame you cause your with
him
the memories are alls thats left
where were you when she needed
when she crying I was getting high
I walked away we she needed me the
most
I was lost in time gone like a
ghost
and I broke her heart of the one
you loved the most
back in time if only I could only
start again
and say the thngs I should'\ve said
and find a way for her to trust
again
and maybe she wouldn't be with him
everyday I'd treat hear better
and time to time tell her in a
letter
but thats a memory of something
that will never be
but shes been gone for so long in
time
if I was only humble and kind
but decades have moved on
you went your way I went mine
I wonder if you think of me from
time to time
but now I got mine and you got
yours
maybe another place in time
I would've been humble and kind