we were just to young to understand
she was a girl but she felt like a man
when she wore men's underwear
it was like putting your hands in the sand
a feeling so comfortable
she knew it was to early for the truth to be told
there's many reasons if she was gay
at her age she thought these feelings were wrong
she found someone else
but they can never be alone
could it be it's a phase
a tomboy period of cross dressing
was she the one
is what there doing disgusting
or was it the feeling of loving
through my head over and over again
I can't dump her and walk away
believe me I din't understand
is there somthing wrong with her
or could the problem persist in us
can only a man and a woman be in love
like an addict with tracks
addiction to a feeling of love
and she can never go back
she can't live a lifestyle they want her to
it's only been accepted as of later
her family was excepting they forgave her
for what? shes done nothing wrong
I wonder if that night I wouldn't have treated you so bad
would there be other choices you had
giving time it could be a phase your going through
or maybe I need to accept it's just you
I wish everyone had the courage that you do
you weren't the one I was with
it's your fault the stories you believed
did you really think you could change me
you should have walked away and left before the end
times we had weren't all bad some were fun
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this is now and that was then
and we chat from time to time
things are different i'd say today
I heard from friends that your gay
i couldn't even recognize you
then again i'm half blind
i think I need to get with the changing times
what we had is gone today
the fun we had has gone away
i'm glad i wasn't your first
just in case i was your worst
then again from what i've heard
it would have to have been from birth
the mist of it i still remember
warming up in the backseat late December
what turned you gay was it me
or were you just a child
not knowing what to believe
so you spent your life in denial
if you think this poem is about you
it probably is are you a guy or a girl
just wondering which lifestyle you live
its not about one confused in the closet
its about everyone whose being bothered
and laughed at on Howard Stern
if you were friends to him
give it time to heal you will be again
if he can be friends with Richard Simmons
then he's forging the lifestyle your living
For those of you who can't find the door to the closet
break it down be proud make a stand and holler
or stay in the closet be scared and don't bother
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