Friday, June 27, 2014

BACKWOODS KENTUCKY

                                              BACKWOODS KENTUCKY

              U PICTURE YOUR HOTTEST SISTER, YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES THEN U KISS HER
            YOUR GETTING MOCKED EVERYONE SAYS DON’T THINK OF HER THAT WAY BECAUSE IT’S WRONG
           IF IT FEELS RIGHT HOW CAN IT BE WRONG, JUST BECAUSE SHE LOOKS GOOD IN A THONG
           YOUR JUST LOOKING I’M SURE IT’S LEGAL, BUT LOOK A LITTLE LESS, YOU’RE LIKE A BALD EAGLE
      WHERE YOU’RE FROM, IT’S EXPECTED TO GET LUCKY, FROM THE BACKWOODS OF KENTUCKY
   YOU’RE USED TO A CERTAIN WAY OF LIFE, SLEEPING WITH YOUR SISTER, AND YOU’RE FATHERS WIFE
  YOU’RE A HILLBILLY WITHOUT A CAUSE, A BACKWOODS DRIFTER WHO BREAKS ALL THE LAWS

  WATCHING A HILLBILLY GETTING MARRIED IN KENTUCKY, IT LIKE WATCHING THE BRIDE OF CHUCKY

SECRETS

SECRETS

                       I LIVE MY LIFE IN VEIN, THE SECRETS OF MY LIFE, FOR NOW MUST REMAIN
                       TO MANY SECRETS FOR WHICH I MUST SUSTAIN, THESE SECRETS ARE BRINGING ME NOTHING BUT PAIN
                   THESE  SECRETS ARE MAKING ME  INSANE, COMING BACK TO ME WHENEVER IT RAINS
                     I FIND SECRETS THAT I MUST LIVE WITH AS A MAN, THEN I  CLOSE MY EYES AND FORGIVE WHO I CAN
                       SECRETS THAT REMIND ME ARE THE ONES THAT DEFINE ME OF WHAT I HAVE BECOME,  THESE SECRETS MUST KEEP ME ON THE RUN
                     SOME SECRETS HAVE KEPT ME FROM DELIVERING MY BEST INTENTIONS, THESE ARE SECRETS THAT I CAN NEVER MENTION
                      AS A CHILD I KNEW THESE SECRETS WERE A MISTAKE, BUT THINGS HAPPEN EARLY IN LIFE AND THESE SECRETS ARE NOT A TEST I CAN RETAKE
                     MY DIGNITY  WAS STRIPPED AWAY AS A CHILD, NOW I MUST LIVE WITH THIS WAY  EVERYDAY
                     WHEN I’M LOST I CAN DRIFT AWAY TO ANOTHER PLACE AND TIME, I SEEM TO FORGET THIS WORLD IS NOT MINE
                     SO I HAVE TO BECOME SOMEONE ELSE  TO FORGET WHO I AM, WHEN I’M THE SECRETS ARE KEEPING ME FROM BEING WHO I AM AS A MAN
                    ARE KEEPING THESE SECRETS ALL THIS TIME BEEN WRONG, OR HAS MY WHOLE LIFE BEEN  A SECRET ALL ALONG
                       THESE SECRETS HAVE MADE ME  LIVE IN A WORLD  OF REGRET FROM MY PAST, BECAUSE THIS WORLD I’M IN IS MOVING WAY TO FAST
                    THEY MUST KNOW THESE SECRETS ABOUT ME, WHY ELSE WOULD THEY BE,  IGNORING ME
                      THIS LIFE I LIVE I PRETEND TO BE SECRET FREE, BUT IT'S JUST NOT ME, THESE SECRETS HAVE BLURRED MY VISION OF LIFE AND NOW I CAN’T SEE

                                      

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

FACEBOOK ROMANCE

                                         FACEBOOK ROMANCE
                             
                I MET HER ONLINE ON SOME STORMY NIGHT, WE WERE MANY MILES AWAY

,  OUR ATTRACTION THROUGH THE INTERNET KEEPS US UP ALL NIGHT

                 I STARED AT HER FACEBOOK PROFILE FOR HOURS WONDERING IF IT WAS

  HER THAT I SEEM TO BE ATTRACTED TO, IT FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING ABOUT HER I

ALREADY KNEW

                 TAKING PART IN A  FACEBOOK ROMANCE,IS SOMETHING THAT I SHOULD

 HAVE KNOWN  IT WAS DOOM FROM THE START, EVEN SO I  LOVED HER WITH ALL MY

 HEART
                 IF I HAD A CHANCE ON A FACEBOOK ROMANCE I WOULD DO IT ALL OVE

R AGAIN, I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING WOULDN'T CHANGE A SIN

                STOP FRONTING! JUST POST ME THE TRUTH, IS THAT A  PICTURE OF YOU ON

 FACEBOOK,JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH, OR IS THIS WHO YOU USED TO BE

               I’M THINKING ABOUT A FACEBOOK PHOTO, I CAN'T GET YOU OUT OF MY

 MIND I JUST CAN'T FORGET, I REMEMBER THE NIGHT WE ACCIDENTALLY MET

               THE SIGNAL STRENGTH WAS FOUR LINED WHEN WE MET OUR TOWERS

 MERGED, WE HAD SO MUCH ENERGY I COULD FEEL A FULL POWER SURGE
               IT TOOK ME YEARS TO FIND THAT ONE FACEBOOK FRIEND WHO CAUGHT MY

 EYE YOU ACCEPTED MY FRIENDS REQUEST , I'M CURIOUS WHY

               SOMEDAY YOU WILL MET THE ONE YOU MET ONLINE, I NEED TO KNOW IT'S

 YOU  IT'S SOMETHING THAT I NEED TO FIND
               YOU HAVE TO BECOME COMFORTABLE WITHIN YOURSELF, AND ME WITHIN

 MINE, AFTER A WHILE OUR ONLINE ANXIETIES START TO UNWIND

               FACEBOOK CAN BECOME A JUNGLE OF DESTRUCTION, IF YOU DON'T

 CONTROL YOURSELF YOU COULD BE BLOCKED, OR COURT INJUNCTION ED
                             
                                   
                               

                                

THE GREATEST 50 CENT I EVER SPENT

                THE GREATEST 50 CENT I EVER SPENT

              THE SIGN SAID 50 FOR 50 CENT, HANGING WITH HIS FANS SIGNING FROM A VAN, 50 SEEMS TO BE A STR8 UP FREAK TO ME
              ON MY WAY TO THE CAN, I SEEN WILL I AM, THEN 50 STARTS RAPPING, A GANGSTER IN HIS RAP, ARMS AS BIG AS A CALF
             SOME HATTERS SAY 50 CAN’T RAP, 50 WAS A SLINGER BEFORE HIS ROAD TO FAME, 50 THEY SAY HIS MOVIES ARE LAME
             50 KNOWS FOR SOME THINGS HE’S TO BLAME, 50 ROBBED HAD A MAN AND GOT SHOT 9 TIMES BEFORE HE HIT FAME,
              50 YOU DON’T FUCK WITH CAUSE HE’S STR8 UP P.I.M.P, 50 HAS A FREESTYLE RAP A PROFESSOR OF SUPER BAD
              50 MEANS MORE THAN A HALF DOLLAR, WHEN 50 RAPS HIS PEPS BRINGS OUT THEIR OWN HOLLER
              50 RAPS IS OFF THE WALL I MEAN SMOKING, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO HIS MOVIES, THE CRITICS KEEP POKING
              50 NEEDS TO WALK AWAY FROM HOLLYWOOD, CAUSE HIS MOVIES ARE BAD, AND HIS RAP IS GOOD
              50 INSPIRES MANY, HE DOESN'T HAVE TO SLING TO MAKE A PENNY, 50 LIVING GOOD, 50 GOT OUT OF THE HOOD
             50 A PRODIGY A REGULAR RAPPING MCGEE, RAPPING ABOUT TOUGH TIMES, HOW TIMES USED TO BE
             50 MOTHERS WAS TAKING FROM HIM AT A YOUNG AGE, BY THE SAME SLINGER WHO KNIFED HIM IN THE BACK

            50 LAYING ON HIS BACK PONDERING HIS LIFE, SON AND WIFE, IT HIT HIM NOW HE CAN RAP ABOUT HIS LIFE

THINKING I MISS YOU

THINKING I MISS YOU

                   TRYING NOT TO MISS YOU, MAKES ME MISS YOU THAT MUCH MORE JUST LIKE THAT YOU’RE GONE WITHOUT A GOODBYE OUT THE DOOR
                 WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE, LEARN TO WIPE ALL MY TEARS, I MISS YOU  NOW MORE THAN ALL THE DAYS BEFORE
               WITH OUT YOU BY MY SIDE I'M NOT THE SAME, I'M JUST NOT I, YOUR GONE  EVEN WITHOUT A GOODBYE
             TRYING ALL I CAN TO KEEP YOU OFF MY MIND, FINDING BETTER THINGS TO DO AND ANOTHER TIME, THERE'S NO BETTER WAY TO SAY YOU'RE MINE
            ALLS I CAN SEE IS YOU BY MY SIDE, YOUR EVERYPLACE I GO, YOU’RE IN EVERYTHING I DO, IT ALL REMINDS ME OF YOU
           FEELING YOUR TOUCH, YOUR SMELL IS IN EVERYTHING YOU SEE, HOW CAN ONE MAN HURT SO MUCH JUST BEING ME
          SO WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES AT NIGHT ALL’S I SEE IS YOU IN SIGHT, WHEN YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES CAN YOU SEE ME TO
          I WAS GIGGLING ABOUT THE QUIRKY WAY YOU STAND, THE SWEATY PALMS THAT GET MISTY WHEN WE HOLD  HANDS
           I MISS YOU ALREADY, WHERE CAN YOU BE NOW, WHO’S THE MAN WHOSE MAKING YOU LAUGH THESE DAYS
        WHO’S HOLDING YOUR MISTY HAND TIGHT WHEN YOU’RE SCARED, DOES HE LOVE YOU, EVEN WHEN YOUR NOT THERE
       THINKING BACK WHY YOU HAD TO GO, WHERE ARE YOU AT, THIS I DO NOT KNOW, BUT I DO MISS YOU EVER SO
         THESE QUESTIONS ARE THINGS  I  DON’T KNOW, LIKE WHY  I SEE YOUR FACE EVERY PLACE I GO,YOUR WITH ME WHENEVER I GO 
      PLACES LIKE THE PICTURE SHOW, SEEING A STRANGER WITH YOU, WONDERING IF HE HAS YOUR HEART
     DO YOU THINK OF ME WHEN YOU’RE WITH HIM, WHEN YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES DO YOU SEE ME, THEN AGAIN
      IS THAT FLAME GONE, IS HE THE ONE, IS HE TO BLAME, HE CAN HE MAKE YOU GIGGLE AT NIGHT
       WHEN YOU’RE FELLING WRONG, CAN HE MAKE YOU FEEL RIGHT, DO YOU CRY WHENEVER YOU FIGHT
      OR DO YOU JUST NOT CARE, HES JUST A CAUSE, ARE YOU JUST WITH HIM OU OF SPITE, ONE OF US
      NEEDS TO BREAKDOWN, OR FACE IT IS THIS A TAKE DOWN, STILL HANGING AROUND WHAT A CLOWN


         

Monday, June 23, 2014

YOU SAY IT'S OVER

                                                            YOU SAY IT’S  OVER

                                          YOU SAY BAD THINGS AND TALK ABOUT ME, I SAY SAD THINGS AND TALK ABOUT YOU,
                                         YOU TELL YOUR FRIENDS, YOU DON’T WANT ME AROUND,U  NO LONGER WANT TO BE WITH ME
                                        I KNOW I'VE CHANGED, WHEN I LOOK AT ME I DO LIKE WHAT I SEE I FIND IT HARD TO BE AROUND MYSELF,
                                      IT SEEMS LATELY YOU WONT EVEN LOOK AT ME IS THIS WHAT WE HAVE BECOME IS THIS HOW IT’S GOING TO BE
                                    NOTHING I CAN SAY, NOTHING I CAN DO, I'VE BEEN DOWN THIS ROAD BEFORE, OUR PASSION HAS GONE OUT THE DOOR
                                  I’M HEARING SAD THINGS, IT DOESN'T SEEM REAL, TELL ME THE TRUTH GIRL, WHERE THINGS GO WRONG
                                 WE HAVE BEEN FIGHTING FOR SO LONG, I DON’T KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN, THINGS WERE GOOD, BUT THAT WAS BACK THEN
                                WHERE IS THIS GOING, SEEMS LIKE WERE MOVING DOWN THIS STORMY BUMPY ROAD, WHERE DOES THIS ROAD END
                                THE ROCKS FROM THE ROAD ARE SLINGING HITTING ME IN THE FACE, YOU COULD HAVE JUST ASK FOR SPACE, OR TIME
                                WHY CAN’T YOU SEE ME FOR WHO I USED TO BE INSTEAD OF JUDGING ME BY THE NEW ME, ISN'T WHO I AM, ISN'T ME
                                ALL THE MISTAKES I'VE MADE, YOU JUST CAN’T LET IT GO YOU CANT LET IT BE,I MAKE MISTAKES YOU KEEP REMINDING ME
                               THE MISTAKES I'VE MADE, YOU'VE MADE YOUR SHARE I’M NOT SLINGING ROCKS,IF YOU JUST LOOK, YOU CAN SEE I STILL CARE
                              I WOULD DROP EVERYTHING, COME RUNNING TO YOU, DO ANYTHING THAT YOU WANTED ME TOO

                              

TRIBULATIONS OF MY LIFE

TRIBULATIONS OF MY LIFE

            I've had many sad moments which has made me who I've become, you could always see through me

           So I must chose now make amends for everything I've done, to see darkness is to never see the sun

           Through the years I always seem to disappoint and let you down with all the shit I have done

          I’m not a perfect person, I have a hard enough time being me with everything I've put you through

          I hope you know, I meant to be a better son, a one who rebuilds bridges that I spent my life to burn

         And my life’s events are about to turn, even though you are no longer around, I can see your look of
 concern
         I’m using all that you taught me and everything I've learned, to all the I become in the future

         I call to you by shouting out at the clouds, I raise my head and look up where I see you through the cloud rings
       I blinked twice at the sun from the glare of the shine, the sun blinks back, so bright it can turn me blind

      Am I sensitive to light, is my vision growing dim, is this part of life, everyone loses their functions in time

     We had this bond where we spoke every day, but lately the lights growing dimmer each day
,
     So I go back to what I know, up the bible, drop to your knees, best way to communicate today, just pray
                                               
                                             

,                                         

Saturday, June 21, 2014

SARA SMILED


         SARA SEES THE SAD FACT, HER MOM JUST DIED AND SHE NOT COMING BACK
           SHE HOLDS ON  THE BEST SHE CAN , ITS SEEMS HARD FOR HER DADS STRONG FAITH TO BE A MAN
         SO NOW SARA JUST CAN'T HOLD BACK ANYMORE, SO SHE STUMBLES FROM THE EXHAUSTION SHE CAN'T HOLD ON ANYMORE!
  WHY! IS THIS HAPPENING THEN SARA SHOULD BE OUTSIDE WITH THE OTHER CHILDREN OUTSIDE PLAYING, NOT DEALING WITH THIS
 STARTS TO CRY, SHE FEELS A GUILT A LOSS OF COMPASSION, SHE NO LONGER SMILES
 LOSING HIS BEST GIRLS IS MORE THAN HE CAN HANDLE , HE HAS KNOWN THIS DAY WAS COMING, ALL SARAS LIFE, BUT TONIGHT THE NIGHT
     HE HAS TO TELL HER CANCERS BACK, THIS TIME FOR GOOD SHE SEES THAT LOOK ON HIS FACE , SHE SEEN THAT LOOK BEFORE
        BY THE TIME AMOUNT OF HIS TEARS HIT THE GROUND HES IN A PUDDLE , SARA ROLLS THE DICE ONE MORE TIME
         HITS SNAKE EYES, NOW SARAS BLIND THIS IS THE THE FIRST STAGE OF STAGE FOUR, ORGAN FAILURE,
        HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE THE STRENGTH TO LIE TO SARA AND SAY SHES FINE, HOW CAN HE NOW SHES BLIND, SARA ASK
           WHATS THE RESULTS HE PAUSES AS THOUGH TO DAZE INTO FOREVER THEN GIVES HER THE ANSWER, HE SAYS I CAN'T LIE
          HIS FACE SAYS IT ALL WITH TEARS IN HIS EYES, THEN HE GRABS SARA HOLDS HER TIGHT AND THEN TWIRLED HER AROUND
           AS  SARA IS A TINY DANCER, REPLIED I CAN HIDE NO MORE SARA YOU HAVE CANCER STAGE
             FOUR JUST LIKE YOUR MOTHER, SARA HOLDS BACK HER TEARS UNLIKE THE REST THIS TIME  SHE HAS NO TEARS COME OUT
              SARA UNDERSTANDS WHAT CANCERS ABOUT, SARAS HOLDING UP HER DAD ALL ALONG SARA NOW MUST BE STRONG,
              AS SHE REALIZES HER DADS PULSE COUNT IS LONG, SARA WORRIES AS SHE KNOWS HES HAVING A STROKE, CAUSE SHES
               SEEN THE LOOK ON HER GRANDFATHER, SARA HOLD HIM CLOSE AS HE STARTS LOSING HIS PULSE, HIS BLOOD PRESSURE
                DROPS STARTS TO STOP , AS HE LOOKS ON YONDER, SARA WISPERS OK DAD YOU CAN REST SEE YOU SOON, HE CLOSED
                      HIS EYES SAID GOODBYE, FIRST TIME HE SMILED IN YEARS, EXCEPT FOR SARAS TEARS HER PATH IS COMING NEAR
                     AS SHE LAID DOWN TO SLEEP, THE REST OF HER FAMILY ALL STOP BY KISS HER ON THE HEAD SAID GOODBYE
                     A DAY OF JOY AS THE THREE MUSKETEERS ARE FINALLY REUNITED SARA SLEPT INTO THE NIGHT
             
       

Friday, June 20, 2014

BABY COME HOME

where you at, where did you go,why do you treat me this way, what for

 , your walking in and out of my door, baby come home, I can't take it no more

 I promise to do what ever you want! tell me what I can do or what I can't

 why are you acting like this, why is this funny to you,why do you treat me this way, with everything

 you put me through thats all you can say

  you think your the one! your so cold there isn't a thing about me that you don't know! just come

home!  when are you gonna call! having you home is better than nothing at all

          tell me where you're at! you hang up every time I call, if your gonna treat me this bad then

don't treat me at all

 you don't love me at all!! your so cold and heartless! you say you no longer care baby come home!

You talk about me to all your friends ! you tell me thats it's over,  it's the end leave me alone!your

 not the only one I know things that you do and I can say that to you too

I know the things that i've done! your so heartless is their someone

 baby come home I can see the end there's things I can say to!is this a front or part of you

baby come home i'll take you back again i'll leave all the lights on, till the last one is done

   I hear it's over what should I do is it over, tell me it's not true, baby come home I just wanna be with

 you  all that we've been through, baby come home!!

A NEW BEGINNING

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THAT EVERY NEW BEGINNING IS A WHOLE NEW DAY I’M

NOT ASHAMED TO SAY WITHOUT NEW BEGINNING MY LIFE

IT WOULD HAVE NOT TURNED OUT THE SAME WAY, IS THAT GOOD OR BAD

A NEW BEGINNING ISN'T THE END OF AN OLD DAY, BUT AN EXTENSION TO A NEW

NEW BEGINNING TO SOME PEOPLE IS JUST A NEW START, AND MUCH MORE TO OTHERS

LIKE A NEW BEGINNING MEANING MORE LIKE A END OF THERE WORLD

A NEW BEGINNING CAN SAY ONE THING BUT TOTALLY MEAN ANOTHER

IF I DIDN'T SEE THE MEANING OF NEW BEGINNING THE LOOK DEEPER WHERE

IT WOULD HAVE BEEN AN INSERTION OF THE HEART LIKE LOSING A BROTHER

NEW BEGINNING TAUGHT ME THE TRUE MEANING OF LOYALTY, ROMANCE

RELATIONSHIPS PROSPERITY, PASSION A RARITY, A FRIEND

A BOND, MUCH MORE AND BEYOND, TO MOST NEW BEGINNING

A NEW BEGINNING DIDN'T LET ME DOWN, I LET IT DOWN, IT REMINDED ME

A NEW BEGINNING HAD BROUGHT ME MANY OF BAD NIGHTS

BUT IN THEE END THOSE NIGHTS ALL ENDED UP BEING ALL RIGHT

WITHOUT NEW BEGINNING I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN ABLE
TO DISCOVER LOVE, HOW TO DATE A TRUE SOUL MATE

NEW BEGINNING GAVE ME MY FIRST TRUE LOVE AND IN

SAME DAY NEW BEGINNINGS TOOK IT RIGHT AWAY BUT

AFTER ALL THAT BEING SAID I WOULDN'T CHANGE ONE

THING I LEARNED FROM A NEW BEGINNING FOR ANY OTHER

DANCE THAT I DANCE TO IT WAS THE WORST AND BEST

DAY OF MY LIFE, AND THE KNOWLEDGE THE WORD

NEW BEGINNING GAVE ME I WOULDN'T TRADE IT FOR GOLDEN GATE
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        
                                      
                                                  
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  

                                                   

ANOTHER PLACE AND TIME

I MIGHT BE CRAZY, THIS MIGHT BE TRUE BUT SHES THE ONE, BUT WHAT ELSE CAN I DO
 IF SHE WOULD LOOK INTO MY EYES JUST ONCE SHE MIGHT SEE WHY MY MIND IS ALWAYS ON THE RUN
HE COULD IMAGINE JUST FOR MOMENT WHO I USE TO BE, YOU LIKE WHAT YOU SEE
   NOT THE MAN WHO I'VE HAVE BECOME, SHE WOULD SEE, IT’S JUST NOT ME, I USED TO BE
     SO FOR NOW I MUST RESORT TO LOVING HER FROM THIS FAR WAY, IT MUST BE THIS WAY
      EVERY TIME I SEE HER WITH HIM, IT DRIVES  ME MAD, IT’S DRIVING ME MAD
            HES ALL WRONG, HES WASTING ALL THE CHANCES, I'VE NEVER HAD, IT MAKES ME SAD
                       SO NOW I’M DANCING ALL ALONE, IMAGINING SHES CALLING ME UP ON THE PHONE
                           I IMAGINE SHE WOULD SAY, COME ON OVER, HES DONE, YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE
   YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE FOR ME, BUT FOR NOW I MUST LEAVE IT BE, NOT MEANT FOR YOU AND ME
                           SO I DUCK MY HEAD DOWN SO SHE CAN’T SEE, I DON’T WANT HER TO SEE THE REAL ME
SHE CUT MY VIEN , THIS IS REAL, HES DOWN ON BENDED KNEES HE HAS GIVING HER THE RING,
   I NOW MUST FACE WHO I AM, I’LL NEVER BE THE ONE, THIS GUY IS THE ONE, THIS GUY WON
MY LAST THOUGHTS WILL SHE CRY WHEN I’M LAYING COLD ON THE FLOOR, DOES SHE CARE ANYMORE
WHAT ARE YOU SAYING, SHE NEVER DID, SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE OR THAT YOUR ALIVE
 SO YOU START TO IMAGINE WHEN YOUR LYING DEAD, WILL SHE SHED A TEAR, CRY AT YOUR BED
  BUT I GUESS SOMETHING WE WILL NEVER KNOW, CAUSE SHE’LL NEVER SEE MY BLOOD HIT THE FLOOR
SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW ME, MAYBE IN ANOTHER TIME AND PLACE IT WOULD BE, SHE’D LOVE ME
 AND SHE WOULDN'T SEE HIM WHEN SHE WAS LOOKING AT ME, CAUSE SHE WOULDN'T BE WITH HIM
NOW LOOK WHO I'VE BECOME, I’M USING A KNIFE, NOT A GUN! I’M A COWARD, I’M JUST NO FUN

I’LL NEVER HAVE TO FEEL PAIN ANYMORE  AS I WATCH THE DROPS OF BLOOD SPLAT ON THE FLOOR!

Thursday, June 19, 2014

JENN MY FRIEND TO THE END


                                                          JENN MY FRIEND TO THEE END

             THANK GOD THEY RETIRED MARK MARTIN, HES LAME AS DOLLY PARTON! LOL

              SHE WAS MY LITTLE SISTER, SHE WAS SO INNOCENT, NO BOY HAS KISSED HER

             BECAUSE EVEN IF THEY WOULD HAVE TRIED, SHE’D POP THEM RIGHT IN THE EYE
            THOSE CLOSE REFER TO HER AS JENN, BELIEVE ME SHES NO STRANGER TO COMMIT A SIN
             JENN WAS A TOMBOY AND THERE WASN'T ANYTHING THAT JENN COULDN'T DO YET SHE
            JENN WAS THE SMARTEST CHILD I EVER KNEW, JENN DON & SUE WERE SO PROUD OF YOU
            JENN I’D  TALK TO YOU FOR HOURS ON END, JENN  I WOULD TALK TO YOU AGAIN
            JENN USED TO HANG OUT AT THE RACES, JENN WAS INTRIGUED BY ALL THE NEW FACES
            JENN I MET WHEN I DATED HER SISTER JAN, AND TODAY I’M STILL JENN’S BIGGEST FAN
            JENN’S PARENTS HAD ACTUALLY TURNED OUT TO BE, SOME REALLY GREAT FRIENDS TO ME
            CAMPING OUT AND GOING TO THE RACES, GETTING IN IT AND TIGHTENING UP MY LACES
            THIS IS MY INTERPRETATION WHO JENN IS TO ME, CAN’T FIND A BETTER FRIEND YOU’L SEE
            JENN JUST BECAUSE WE ARE NOT BLOOD, DOESN'T DIMINISH IN ANYWAY MY LOVE
            JENN I ALWAYS RESPECTED AND LOOKED UP TO YOU, THERE IS NO FRIEND WHOSE MORE TRUE
            WE BOTH LOST OUR PARENTS TO CANCER, HOLD THE ONES YOU GOT TIL THE END OF DANCE

                     

GIGI THE GRAYEST WOLF OF ALL


                                  GIGI THE GRAYEST WOLF OF ALL

the grey wolf startled me as she injured by a fall as she crawled on her two's
 as her golden grey coat caught my eye with her hint of bright blue, more like a spy
like a bound of strings bursting to unwind, she was rolling and digging like a dog that lost his mind  a blind wolf who is no longer blind
as she slithers on her back she gently lays her paws on my lap
she curled curiously up to my side ,shes deep in her sleep napping outside
out of the corner of my eye, I seen gigi laughing with a relaxing smile
  she hasn't been this relaxed at piece in quiet a while
  we named her after grey girl a famous wolf, I believe fait brought us together
  IF I NEVER HAVE A MOMENT LIKE THIS AGAIN  THE FEELING WILL LAST FOREVER
 I NEVER CAN EXPLAIN  WHAT EXACTLY GIGI HAD SEEN IN ME, SHE FELT SAFE AROUND ME
 EVERY COUPLE WEEKS  ME AND GIGI WOULD SIT AROUND THE FIRE TIL IT BURNED
 I COULDN'T EXPLAIN IT BUT GIGI'S WOULD STOP BY OUR SPOT NEXT TO THE OLD FERN
    BUT GIGI COULD HERE MY TRUCK  CAUSE SHE WAS ALWAYS WAITING WHEN I RETURN
 THIS HAPPENED UNTIL THE ONE TIME WHEN GIGI FOLLOWED ME ALL THE WAY HOME
   I GUESS IT WAS JUST THAT TIME WHEN GIGI NO LONGER WANTED TO BE ALONE
 IT'S BEEN YEARS SINCE GIGI FOLLOWED ME HOME THAT  SUNNY JUNES DAY
 WE'VE SINCE HAD TWO KIDS AND GIGI TREATS THEM LIKE HER BABIES SHE FOUND ASTRAY
 I WOULD SACRIFICE ANYTIME HER LIFE FOR MINE, NEVER KNEW  WOLF COULD BE SO KIND
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I THINK SHE CAN TALK, WAITING FOR HER TO GET UP AND WALK

WHO ARE YOU

 who are you

                        black is white and day is night, live our lives that are true and right

                       we travel through our lives wondering who we are

                       looking for our destination, where it is never knowing just how far

                       if you knew what was on the other side, would you still be willing to take that ride

                       what road would you take, if  both roads ended  at the bottom of the lake

                       are you willing to die for a brother, in a horrible way,or would you turn and walk away

                       have you gone everywhere you wanted to go, or do you know everything you wanted to know

                       if the road you have taken has come to an end, would you find yourself on that same road again

                       do you regret things from your past, will you finally put an end to all  your regrets at last

                       if you could be anyone else, would you be a superstar, or are you happy with who you are

                       if you had a chance to trade a life with a dying child, at least think about it for awhile

                       do you have dignity for the ones around you, or are you the the only one that you are true to

                       if you had a chance to become another race, which color would now be called your face
                       
                   

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

TO THE ONE WHO GOT LEFT BEHIND

                                 This is about a brother who was lost and forgot, never thought about a lot

                             It’s about a brother who’s always last in line but he’ll never again will he find his spot

                            It’s about a brother who gets left behind, no one ever treated him dignity or no mind

                             Everyone ignores him when he speaks, but calls upon him whenever there weak

                             They never call on him as to say hello, he could die tomorrow they’d never know

                        They talk about him when he’s not around, they kick him when he’s on the ground

                         They look at him like he’s a stranger, they wouldn't help him if he was in danger

                         Now what if I told you he is a girl would you swirl, and feel different about her world

                        Or if she was a boy born with a girls heart, if you looked could you tell them apar
t
                              No matter who they are love your siblings with all your heart


TRIBUTE TO BOBS BAR

                                                                                                     TRIBUTE TO BOBS BAR

               BOBS BAR WAS A PLACE I ONCE CALLED HOME, I HAVEN’T BEEN THERE IN A WHILE FAR TO LONG
                FROM, DICK, MARGIE, AND SHARON, WERE DO I START, THEY ALL HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART
             I MISS THOSE TIMES WE USED TO HAVE, I DON’T MISS THE HANGOVERS FOR THAT I’M GLAD
            I REMEMBER IN MY HEART BOBS BIGGEST SKIPPERS, MY FRIENDS MARGIE AND THE CHIPPER
            TO ALL THE PARTIES WE HAD AFTER LAST CALL, YOU’RE STILL MY FRIENDS AFTER ALL
             TO EVERY FRIEND I EVER MET, I CAN SAY FOR SURE BOBS BAR WAS NEVER ONE REGRET
            TO THE GREY HAIRED FRIEND WHO HAD MY BACK, IF SEEN ME TODAY HE’D BREAK MY NECK
           FOR UNCLE BUCK THE BEST MORNING DJ IN THE WORLD, HE WAS OUR GREATEST PEARL
          ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS WHO I MISS EVERYDAY, TO YOU MY FRIEND LARRY CLAY
           I CRIED THE DAY CHIPPER DIED, HES IN HEAVEN ON HIS SUPER GLIDE


             I MISS YOU ALL AT BOBS BAR, SO I GUESS I’LL HAVE TO LOVE YOU FROM AFAR

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

THE MOUNTAIN RIDGE


                                                               THE MOUNTAIN RIDGE

            AS I SIT UPON THE MOUNTAINS LEDGE I WATCH THE SUN TURN TO DAYLIGHT

          STARING FOR HOURS INTO THE WILDERNESS, TIL DAY TURNS TO NIGHT

            THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT WENT WRONG, TRYING TO MAKE IT RIGHT

          AS THE SUN STARTS TO RISE, AS THE FAWN REACHES UPON ME WITH ITS GLOWING EYES
          AN OWL HOOTS TO WARN ME OF DANGER, AND UPON THE RIDGE APPEARS THE RANGER
        WHY ARE YOU OUT HERE AT RIDGES TURN? WE TALKED TIL THE FIRE NO LONGER BURNED
    AS THE RANGER LEAVES THE RIDGE SIDE, A BALD EAGLE CIRCLES ME WITH HIS SMOOTHING GLIDE

   HE FINALLY LANDS UPON MY SHOULDER, WE BOTH WATCH AS SUN HIDES BEHIND THE MOUNTAINS BOULDER

THE GREY WOLFE APPEARED ACROSS THE FIRE HIS PIERCING , LOOK LIKE I UNDERSTAND HIS EVERY DESIRE

 NOW MY TRIP TO THE MOUNTAIN MUST COME TO AN END BUT, MY MEMORIES OF TRIP HAS ONLY TO BEGIN

 AS I SEE A SHADOW UPON MY LAWN, AS I OPEN THE DOOR APPEARED THE BABY

 FAWN

   IT HAS BEEN A COUPLE OF YEARS SINCE THE TRIP THROUGH THE EARLY WINTER

   THIS BEAUTIFUL FAWN FROM THE RIDGE STOPS BY EVERY NIGHT FOR DINNER

   ME AND THIS FAWN HAVE BUILT A BOND, AN EVERLASTING FRIENDSHIP FROM

 BEYOND


Sunday, June 15, 2014

WRITERS BLOCK


                                   WRITERS BLOCK

                          A POET WRITES POETRY IN THE DARK

                          PASSIONATELY WRITING INTO DAYLIGHT

                        STUCK IN WRITERS BLOCK, UNTIL THE COLORS ALL BLEND

                        THEN THE POETRY BEGINS TO FLOWS FROM START TO END

                        YOU SEE THE POEM IN YOU’RE HEAD OVER AND OVER AGAIN

                       YOU REWRITE & EDIT YOUR POETRY TIL YOU CAN FEEL IN YOU’RE HEART

                       CLOSE YOU’RE EYES TIL YOU SEE YOU’RE POEM IS IN SIGHT

                        KNOWING YOU'RE POETRY MAY WELL TAKE YOU LONG INTO THE NIGHT

                       ALL GOOD POETS SEE THEIR ART BEFORE THE PRINT BEGINS TO START

                       TRUE POETRY IS AN ART THAT COMES FROM THE BOTTOM OF THE HEART

                    A POET WRITES TEN BAD POEMS JUST TO FIND THE ONE POEM THAT’S RIGHT