PLAYING THE GAME TONIGHT

 PLAYING THE GAME
                             life is a  passion that's dwelling down so fast

                             a burning flame that just wont last

                             loving her is the game, and i want to play it

                             all over again, and you broke my heart

                             sometimes the pain is to much to bare

                             when you find out she doesn't care

                             why does it always come down to this

                             in the end it's all the same

                            all over again we begin to PLAY!

                             this thing they call  the game

                             playing the game from end to start

                             playing the game is  who we are

                              we're playing the game   every other night

                         playing this game is wrong, alls we ever do is fight

                              but I play along playing the game

                              never knowing the score

                          playing this game tonight i'd never played before

                              and playing the game all night and up til four

                               playing the game, and playing it right

                               can't take the pain tonight  anymore

                               if I stop playing the game will begin the fight

                              it's all about you like it was before

                             so I stopped playing the game

                             and she walked out the door

                              turned around and tried to walk back in

                         I changed the locks i'll never play that game again
                                                   

SHE'S HIS EVERY DESIRE! SECRET ADMIRER

 SHE'S YOUR EVERY DESIRE! SECRET ADMIRER
                  she's so beautiful she's more beautiful today

                  her kindness so much defines her

                  she's an angel even to a stranger

                   and she'll make you smile

                     with the strangest things she'll say

                   even if she don't know you

                   your her secret admirer

                  you breath every breath of desire

                  the kindness she will show you

                   brings you closer everyday

                    the thing is you've never met her

                    still your feelings are getting stronger

                    but  deep down you still can't forget her

                     seems you can't be without her any longer

                     so you lay in bed and  write her

                     cause you have so many things to say

                     you know if you met her you'd excite her

                     and you have this feeling

                     you see her every single day

                     there's a chance that you know her

                     cause there's no way another can love her

                     if she could only read the words you say

                     could it be your best friend

                     whose felt your love in every stroke of the pen

                     but then again it's not so much the who

                      wondering more of the when

                      and is she having these thoughts back at him
                               

LIFE WALKED ALL OVER HER

LIFE WALKED ALL OVER HER
   she's bold as the winters day

  staring at the walls, all through the night

those  eyes cold as ice she's got nothing left to s

it's not her fault everything i've put her through

 don't blame her life turned her that way

 I walked all over her, and cheated day after day

 i was so bold,i didn't hide it and i threw it in her face

 you'd be cold too, if life turned you that way

 and walked on you , and told you so many alibi's

 f you've been through what she's been through

you to would have nothing left to say

 if life beat you down the way it beat her down

and i'm sorry to say the last boot was mine

when I met her she was so gentle and kind

 and when you step over her you'll notice

  she was walked on so many times

  so don't hate her, she's not to blame

  I've hurt her so many times,life turned her that way

  I too treated her so bad, and when I was through

  I walked away like so many guys before

 as she lays there and this time forward

 she won't be treated bad or walked on anymore

 and now she's an angel life turned her that way
                             

I HONESTLY LOVE YOU

I HONESTLY LOVE YOU
will i be the one you began to remember

watching as everything you loved

gone by 8:42 on September morning

as for everything i believed in gone without a warning

each and every race were blown off it's face on earth

everything you stood for came down to a single word

when the towers fells I swear I could hear you scream

it could be heard around the world

until I realized the one screaming was me

picking up the pieces one memory at a time

if I only had a clue i'd change the hands of time

who knew that would be our last goodbye

i still see the pain on your face

that morning when i made you cry

your tired of all my alibi's and my lying eyes

i can never take back the day i made you cry

I remember your last words

do you love I replied NO! then why

the last word why with tears falling down your face

fourteen years later you are the one I still remember

everyday I wake up at 8:42 and i see your face next to mine

then I wipe my eyes it was the illusion of me crying

I've never found love again or the feel of another woman

you were my first flame and you'll be my last

my heart will never begrudge all the pain that I've cost you

and i know you'll understand why i can never love again

i'm hopelessly in love with you

they talk about everyone who died in the building

what about those who were in the plane 

who will never be recognized again

a flame that no longer burns through turned to ashes

and I know everyone has to pay the cost

whose sins is she paying for

is it mine or all the ones who have died before

everyday i get up and remember

I love her more than the day before

and i'll never lose her love again

the fame burns out to early

will the memories will last forever

WHEN THE FLAME BURNS OUT

 WHEN THE FLAME BURNS OUT

          will i be the one you remember of

           you'll never love me as much as i love you

          and i'll never satisfy and be the flame

                 that  you feel inside it doesn't feel the same

             it was us before them and someday it'll be us again

              someday but not now we must breakdown and say goodbye

             i see the pain in your face you can no longer disguise

           all the alibi's and cheating eyes

           my heart couldn't begrudge all the pain you caused me to cry

            i'm hopelessly in love with you

              a flame that no longer burns through

              and it's time to pay the cost

              remember the love we felt

               and never lose the love that's lost

           you were my first flame will you be my last

             the fame burns out to early

                 will the memories ever last

and in the end all the alibi's and

        the lies I can't disguise
               

YOUR SO GONE YOU NEVER LOVED ME ALL ALONG

  YOUR SO GONE  YOU NEVER LOVED ME ALL ALONG

                    your so gone i  just can't remember what we were fighting for

                    watching you  leave through the hall

                     i couldn't stop you from walking out the door

                     i'll never forget you were  the  only one

                     i can't pretend i don't love you anymore

                     seem like it was over before it ever began

                    i never seemed to pick myself off the floor

                    i just can't understand why you walked out the door

                     your so gone you forgot what you were staying

                     just can't make it  another day

                     pretending you  didn't have nothing left to say

                    your so gone or were you gone all along
 
                    and can't pretend i don't love you anymore

                    it's been so long i don't remember what we were fighting for
   
                    going through my mind what i didn't say

                     i'd give anything to hold you another day

                     your so gone don't walk away
 
                      the pain i go through every single day

                      your so gone i can no longer beg you to stay

                     and i don't know how to stop you from walking away

                    through the hall  and out the door

                    i can't let you hurt me anymore

MOMMA I'M COMING HOME

MOMMA I’M COMING HOME
Momma I’m coming home

Momma  I’m all alone
the Oates I never sown
and those days are hear and gone

you lift me when I start to fall
it feels like I never loved at all
Momma I’m coming home 
without you i'm all alone

every single time i remember your gone

I’m not along for the ride …yet

And in the faded air I hear goodbye

Momma I can barely see you don't forget

Running through a bed of rose

Like you loved to do……….

Mamma you never told me how tough life was

Were you trying to save me..?Or just because

Mamma I’m coming home I’d had enough

Of thoughtless people I can see through

Momma why does it always end in goodbye

Momma I’m coming home …momma I’ve tried

No I’m not all alone momma don’t cry

It’s starting to rain hurting you is driving me insane

When will you come back again?

Momma where have you gone

Momma….I’m not coming home …yet