THINKING BACK TO ME AND YOU

  THINKING BACK TO ME AND YOU
                        thinking back

                      how sweet love can be

                    a reflection of the time we spent

                    and how sweet you were to me

                  I still  remember back then

                to the first kiss we shared

                in the mist of the day

               and the nights cool air
 
             the memories we had

              some ended up in fights

             but you were always there

             making love and

          passion of pulling my hair

           the way two lovers  do

           helps keep my memory of you

          i listen when you talk

          I love the way you are

          writing i love you on the sidewalk

        i am yours and are mine

        and time after time

         sometimes i stare for hours while you sleep

          wondering what you see in me

          do you ever think of him

          when we make love

         am I the one your dreaming of

         or is it another guy in some fantasy

        I'll never forget holding her

        it's not like it used to be

        I only have moments

       it'll never be the way it used to be

       thinking back in time to our memories

       your the greatest memory i'll ever know

     don't walk away please don't go

THINGS CHANGE

 THINGS CHANGE
                   I was your flame

                  but that was then

                 shit happens is the way life is

                 and things change

                 then once again

                 your someone else s flame

                and another flame comes along

               in the beginning you burn at both ends

              when it comes to you i'll never burn again

              while   the flame changes the way you live

             just accept life in everything you do

            things change and we learn to forgive

            never a fact of the matter fact

            it's just the way we live

            as time goes by the flame burns lower

             just remember the flame only burns so long

             so always take each day

            one day at a time

            you burn so bright you got so much to give

            things change and we learn to forgive
                           
                             

A LIFE FOR A LIFE

 A LIFE FOR A LIFE
      shes got his baby blue eyes

      you can see his dimples when she smiles

     from the moment she left his arms

    a bond a promise she'll never be harmed

    a promise he kept  from that moment on

   until the demon attacked within

    remembering the promise over and over again

   her cancers  coming through the skin

 it's not fair to live a life she never chose

 and her first kiss she might never know

  how can a little princess with a heart of gold

  never get to see eight years old

 a decease thats gone from 0 to stage four

  i drop to my knees and pray to god

  if you knew her you wouldn't take her from us

    i'd give my life for hers

 just so she could go back to the way things were

 here is my dream for make a wish

 stop the chemo and make the pain go away

 I know it's life and it is what it is she never got to live

 it was a miracle a dream come true

   he took the pain away and gave the cancer to me

   and i watched as the angels came to take me away

   thinking back that was my greatest day

    as a parent to take your kids pain away

    it's been twenty years since that day

    and it hurt to watch another man give my baby away

    he was the dad he didn't have to be

    kind of strange how 20 years seems like a day

    and i never regretted a day

       just to see your first kiss, and the life you got to live
                                       
                                   

HELLO AGAIN

                                            hello gain
                              i still remember that first look on your face

                            the shape of your lips the things you say

                             it makes me laugh, when i think of you

                          the smile that helped the day through

'                       man! that day you blew my world away

                  i still remember the nights and those games we played

                         i can hear you yell out uno  as clear as day

                         even though your a million miles away

                         hello again I miss my friend

                         just wondering how you have been

                         i love the way you said the words you say

                         helps me make it another day

                         i can feel your touch like it was yesterday

                         why did you move so far away

                         you promised me many more days

                         now your lies are a million miles away

                        hello again I still pretend

                        i pretend you never went away

                        and night never turns to day

                                 if it's not surreal

                      then your not a million miles away

                     and you never broke the promise you made that day

                      so if that makes seem insane

                      watching the candle burn down on my favorite flame

                      then being insane aint so bad

                      it's a decease im glad to have

                   good bye my friend this flame has burned to thee end

                      and the memories are glowing further apart

                      but your flame will always grow inside my heart
                               

BACK TO WHERE I BELONG

                           BACK TO WHERE I BELONG
                       or were you there all along

                    I made love when i was young

                     years have gone by and my time has come

                     making love to you is like painting a Birmingham

                      thinking back to how we made love

                     the fantasy is far better than I ever was

                     what I see in you the world doesn't understand

                      in your arms I'm shaking and I can barely stand

                        me without you is like taking kryptinite from superman

                       there's so few words to say, i'm nothing without you

                         my heart beating so fast! then you take my breath away

                           hoping this ride home to eternity never ends

                              so god will bring you back to my arms again

                        your the middle of my heart like an apple core

                           I love you more than the day before

                            up all night wondering where you could be

                                so i'm calling all night on the phone

                                    pouring my heart out to you

                                      til the mornings dawn, then I fall a sleep

                                     you were there all along, lying next to me

                                      and if tomorrow never came

                                         did you say I love you, and without you

                                          I don't want to live another day

                                           would you be standing at heavens gate

                                            or would you forget about me and walk away
                               
                                 
                               

WHO'S LONELY NOW

  WHO'S LONELY NOW
                      who's lonely now

                      when each tear drop falls

                       who'll be the one

                      when you come to call

                     you don't mean to hurt me

                     it's just the way you are

                    I give my all with open arms

                    just can't turn back now

                     i've come to far

                     i'm just starting to realize

                     who the hell you are

                      am i'm sure it's right back at me

                      no i'm not this time

                      I think i've pushed you to far

                      i'm just a lonely guy living

                      in a lonely world

                     i'm crying in side

                     for another lonely child

                      just another kid

                      who fights the world

                      to become who he is

                      and if you leave me now

                      you'll lose the best part of me

                     which is the part of you

                     I just can't get over

                     then and now

                     i'll get better someday somehow

                     but not today

                     i'm thinking of you when I got nothing left to say

                     who's lonely now again someday somehow

                     I am! i'm my favorite part of you

                     is who I am and who'll i'll ever be

                    just tell me once your lost without me

                    everything I was is who I used to be

                     and i'm thinking of you my friend

                    day after day!time after time! again and again

                   who's lonely now is who we are

                   and what we've done, we've come to far

                   if you leave me now your the biggest heart in me
                                   
                               
                               
                           
                                                                         
                         
                                                                   

SHE WAS THE QUICK AND THE DEAD

  SHE WAS THE QUICK AND THE DEAD
                      shes was the quick and the dead

                   and she could have lived but she chose death instead

                      she didn't run but when it came to the law she fled

                       a kind of woman in the beginning

                       who you'd think she belonged to the east

                     after butting heads she heads out  west instead

                       shes was the quick and the dead

                         the kind of lady you'll never forget

                          she was the meanest woman who ever lived
  
                         she chews her chew and spits her spit

                         and the kind of taker,and thats the way she is

                          shes was the quick and the dead

                           killed a man when she was still a kid

                             she liked the ladies just like the men

                             and she broke their hearts

                         til she came back around again

                          she looked washed up and down and dirty

                          and thats a lot for a gunslinger who'll never hit 30

     they came from all around to see her dead lying on the ground

                    just like all the others first your quick then your dead

                             ask billy the kid who shot her in the head

                               now billy the kid is the quick and the dead

                              till the lawman shot him down

 gunmen never live long and they realize the life they live is wrong