YOUR SO GONE YOU NEVER LOVED ME ALL ALONG

  YOUR SO GONE  YOU NEVER LOVED ME ALL ALONG

                    your so gone i  just can't remember what we were fighting for

                    watching you  leave through the hall

                     i couldn't stop you from walking out the door

                     i'll never forget you were  the  only one

                     i can't pretend i don't love you anymore

                     seem like it was over before it ever began

                    i never seemed to pick myself off the floor

                    i just can't understand why you walked out the door

                     your so gone you forgot what you were staying

                     just can't make it  another day

                     pretending you  didn't have nothing left to say

                    your so gone or were you gone all along
 
                    and can't pretend i don't love you anymore

                    it's been so long i don't remember what we were fighting for
   
                    going through my mind what i didn't say

                     i'd give anything to hold you another day

                     your so gone don't walk away
 
                      the pain i go through every single day

                      your so gone i can no longer beg you to stay

                     and i don't know how to stop you from walking away

                    through the hall  and out the door

                    i can't let you hurt me anymore

MOMMA I'M COMING HOME

MOMMA I’M COMING HOME
Momma I’m coming home

Momma  I’m all alone
the Oates I never sown
and those days are hear and gone

you lift me when I start to fall
it feels like I never loved at all
Momma I’m coming home 
without you i'm all alone

every single time i remember your gone

I’m not along for the ride …yet

And in the faded air I hear goodbye

Momma I can barely see you don't forget

Running through a bed of rose

Like you loved to do……….

Mamma you never told me how tough life was

Were you trying to save me..?Or just because

Mamma I’m coming home I’d had enough

Of thoughtless people I can see through

Momma why does it always end in goodbye

Momma I’m coming home …momma I’ve tried

No I’m not all alone momma don’t cry

It’s starting to rain hurting you is driving me insane

When will you come back again?

Momma where have you gone

Momma….I’m not coming home …yet

FAST CARS FAST TIME SO LONG MY FRIEND GOODBYE

         FAST CARS FAST TIMES SO LONG MY FRIEND GOODBYE

You don’t know me but you’re a friend of mine

It seemed The faster you shined the faster you’d go

There are so much more of you that we never got to know

Like your love of family and the passion of your only child

Even though your Life seemed to move so quickly

Paul walker my friend all the while

 You never for a moment lost your smile

So much energy in every second of your movies

We’re all your family and morning you has only began

VIN and the rest of fast and furious family

Tell stories of the great times you had

As they stop with a tearful as stories turn to sad

 They are finding it hard without you to move on

There’s not a day they don’t shed a tear

Everyone @ every time @ everywhere

You’re loved by millions everywhere you go

I must step back and catch the breath I take

Seeing you again in all the movies that you made

But as a friend I pray for your family most of all

Losing a loved one is like hitting a wall

As their lives will never be the same

But for you they still get up over and over again

Paul walker when it comes to you not enough words can ever be said

We have the memories of your movies

To us you’ll never be dead

And someday they’ll make a movie about you

And every great thing you got to do

Most of all the great friends you met

You've made a mark on their lives they’ll never forget

This is a poem written by a fan

You would have to know and love Paul to understand

Paul walker my friend R.I.P

We’ll continue your life in all your movies we see

Some lives are almost over and others have just begun

Cherish every moment because you never know which will be your last one

ONE DAY AT A TIME

 ONE DAY AT A TIME
she stood at the top of the stairs crying

 your becoming your father

i'm thinking cool I love that man

now shes gone it took me 30 years to understand

I have an addictive personality

i'm addicted to everything bad is my reality

don't be sad i'll be ok i'll be me again some day

assume the risk there's no humility

i'm still the man i used to be

look close inside of me

there's a hole that you can see' through
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there's a light at the end where i can live my life again

there's a place i can go

to talk to people wow! finally someone who knows

now you need to tell someone you hit rock bottom

there's a group where you can tell them your problem

 they been there but you don't know where you are

maybe this has gone to far

but your living your life inside this bubble

you know it''s no good and your headed for trouble

we're hear to listen not now don't talk just make a decision

is your life out of control have you hurt everyone you know

stole pawned and done everything beyond

then it's for you to hear this story of mine

how i made her cry . i was F'' UP and it hurt i'm not gonna lie

she never forgave me it was never the same between her and I

there's nothing in the world than losing your soul mate

and if I didn't hurt her would we still be together today

it took till ten minutes ago yo figure that out

I now have figured out what y purpose in life is all about

everyone i ever loved i shit

it's my own affliction that i never had a son

how could i put him through what i have done

i can't blame no one for what i've done

i don't remember the day it all begun

when your high everyday is the same

you feel this disaster and a wall of shame

and don't count me out i'll be back again

IT'S BEEN AWHILE SO HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

 IT'S BEEN AWHILE SO HOW HAVE YOU BEEN
mom hows dad it's been a year now

and were all still feeling sad

I you both had to leave us and go

but for our reasons why we'll never know

i know some day we'll see you again

but it's taking so long we get sad now and then

yes mom were getting by

but time to time we still cry

life is going so fast you never know which day will be my last

there's been times when i wanted to take my life

but I can never seem to find the knife

maybe life's really not that bad

you make me believe this addiction I can beat

and someday again I can be me

every now and then I wonder how i'll go

will it be cancer a question no one knows

well it's been awhile since I seen the day

that you went away

it's been awhile how have you been

I can't wait for you to come back again

LIFE ON THE ROCKS

 LIFE ON THE ROCKS
life on the rocks

being bullied by the tough guys

they think their some super jocks

they only bully you cause their life suck

your so much more

and the ones that love you will always adore

when life's on the rocks

get off the floor

so you find yourself addicted

and the decision to live has become conflicted

kick this affliction and get off the ground

cause your families no good when your not around

lifes on the rocks

hes cheating still not home at 12 o clock

don't stress your not alone

at some point hes gotta come home

so you put the gun to your head

but you know your children can't find you dead

now for some comes the end

 giving in to life on the rocks

there you go looking down at yourself lying dead

and everything you know

walking by shaking their heads

what a waste they talk will there be good things said

will you leave this world and go to the next

now you want to live

life on the rocks you want to fix

and now your stuck between life and death

there's no suicide in heaven

god ask you how many people you hurt

by causing your death

if you could count more than seven

so remember when life's on the rocks

is a reason but just not enough

rather you been bullied or plagued by addiction

whatever your affliction is no reason

 no matter your depression caused by the  sad seasons

if you lose to life on the rocks

heaven will not answer your knock

DON'T SAY GOODBYE

     DON'T SAY GOODBYE

WHOSE THE NEW GUY IN TOWN

I SEE HOW HE CAUGHT YOUR EYE

I CAN HEAR YOUR HEART START TO POUND

WHEN EVER HES AROUND

IF YOUR GONNA LEAVE DON'T SAY GOODBYE

I DON'T WANT TO KNOW CAUSE I'LL START TO CRY

IT SEEMS AS THOUGH EVERY TIME HES AROUND

YOU TWIRL YOUR HAIR AND YOU STOP TO STARE

WHEN SOMEONE NEW CAME TO TOWN YOU NEVER CARED

YOU SURE HAVE CHANGED THESE DAYS

I CAN HEAR THE SOFT CRACKLE IN YOUR VOICE

I KNOW CAUSE YOU WHISPERED TO ME THAT WAY

I USED TO LAUGH WHEN YOU CRACKLED IN EVERYTHING YOU SAY

THAT WAS SO LONG AGO

WHEN YOU LOVED ME BACK IN THE DAY

YOU TWIRLED YOUR HAIR LAUGHED AND HELD ME EVERYWHERE

IF YOUR GONNA GO DON'T SAY GOODBYE

LETS ACT LIKE I DIDN'T KNOW

TELLING OUR FRIENDS YOUR MISSING

I LEFT THE LIGHTS ON TILL THE LAST ONES DONE

MY ANSWERING MACHINE SAID HONEY COME HOME

I'M TO STUBBORN AND PROUD TO ADMIT I'M ALL ALONE

AND IF YOU CALL AND LEAVE A MESSAGE DON'T SAY GOODBYE

I PLAYED YOUR MESSAGE ABOUT A MILLION TIMES

BUT THIS TIME I KNEW IT WAS THE END

YOU SAID I CAN'T TELL YOU WHY

AND ENDING WITH GOODBYE OVER AND OVER AGAIN

I CALLED HER BACK AND SAID I WAS HAPPY FOR HER

AND I'D BE HAPPY TO LIE TO HER AGAIN JUST TO HEAR HER VOICE

 SO I LIED AGAIN AND SAID THAT SOMEONE CAME ALONG

I KNOW I SHOULDN'T LIE I KNOW IT'S WRONG

I JUST COULDN'T TELL HER I'M ALL ALONE

AND NO ONE WILL EVER COME ALONG

IT CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH AFTER I LIED

FOR THE FIRST TIME FOR THE LAST TIME I SAID DON'T SAY GOODBYE

DON'T SAY GOODBYE UNLESS YOU CAN TELL ME WHY