DREAMING OF A DREAM

 DREAMING OF A DREAM

In my dreams I fly to you

I passed your house so I hit the brakes

I think I have this dream everyday

You hop up and grab on my hand, flying through town

I see angels waving to us all around

I’m no iron man my flying nearly Wisk us to the ground

It’s almost day light and I better get you home

If your parents wake up and find you’re gone

Your eyes start to open this is not the way this dream is suppose to be

 You can’t wake up in the middle of my fantasy

But wait if you did would that mean this is real

And could this mean you feel the way I feel

How could you if you don’t know who I am

Could two souls meet in a dream and become one, I don’t understand

Or is this dream I’m having a dream itself

Am I dreaming about dreaming I’m confused and I can no longer tell

BACK IN 81

           BACK IN 81

Back in 81 when we loved everyone and fun was fun

And this wild ride I call a life had just begun

Back in 81 when it wasn’t cool to be a vegan

Began an actor, made governor, and became legend

The last republican with an idea a man called Ronald Regan

Back in 81 the look of preppy began, the era of disco is dead

The urban sound turned to the battle of rap instead

Back in 81 when a teenager had discovered his first love

And turned around and buried his best friend just because

Back in 81 we could get gas for less than a dollar

And we got spanked when pops was hot under the collar

And crack wasn’t something you smoked

,

It was what you did when you cracked a joke

Back in 81 it was cool to be in love as a man

And the war on drugs hadn’t yet began

Back in 81 we lived as a nation where black and white were one

And there was no internet, video games, back in 81 we made our own fun

If I turn back the hands of time then I would go back to 81

When life meant something, we loved one another

Back to a time again when I can hold my mother

I’d hold her and never let the year end

Be a better son and do all the things with her I never did back then

I'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU

 I’M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU

You’re all I think about, you’re my every single thought

I’m nothing without you

You’re the air that I breathe, when I open my eyes your all I see

I love everything about you, from your name to the things you do

In my eyes you complete me, to the blue that help me see

Without you love has never felt so true

 Every heart break I've ever been through

is nothing compared to you, I’m so lost inside without you

You’re the dream I must pursue

From the moment I saw you then the whole world became clear

  You shown me love like I never knew

There’s so much I want to know about who

Holds my heart so deep inside my soul

I’m no good without you is all I know

You’re the L that brings the O that melts the V inside of me

I’m enslaved inside myself, you free me from this lonely hell

Every poem has its meaning

Most plots come true in the end, you had me @ the beginning

Like all this poem must come to an end

I was nothing without you, someday I’ll see my something again

Now people know who you are, and that you made me who I am

THEN WALKS IN !

 THEN LOVE WALKS IN!

I never thought there come a day

When I’d look love in the face

And not want to walk away

The good times I had in my life

All ended in just one night

I’m the guy who’s spent his life alone

I didn't care, I didn't need anyone

Thinking back to what happened could happen again

 Where were you the day it all began the day love walked in?

 Love hit me with a bean bag full of rocks

Love hit me so quick, when love walks in it doesn't knock

It’s going through my mind over and over again tick tock

Asking myself wasn't I happy alone, and then love walks in

Love walked in and danced on my heart

Like two chocolate hearts melted into one

I’m scared I’ll never be alone again

But you’ll feel the high when love walks in

MY BOYZ!

                  MY BOYZ!

 one thing my boyz can always rely on me, because I know everyone Gots to eat

I’m here taking care of everything for everyone

so they don't have to go through the life that I had to see

so it seems I got nowhere to turn, and even less places to run

I’m no longer you concern, your the bullet and life's the gun

Some day’s life seems to be unbelievable,the life I lived can't be undone 

but from now on I’ll do whatever it takes to get done, A promised I made to my only son

I promised to be a good dad,and never do again the things from my past that I've done

I pledge to forgive and now I’m legitimate and I no longer talk with a gun

World today is set up to make a poor man fail

Knock, knock on the side of my front wall

Got what it takes, I’m a white boy playing ball

I’m man out a white boy playing with the brothers

They know the score, a lonely white boy with a shitty mother

Unfortunately it happens a lot on our side of town

What can I say its that time of day, we all must get along to get around

Just because we’re poor doesn’t mean we’re out there breaking the law

We’re just like everyone else, want to raise our children the best we know how

The gangsters out there now are nothing just acting tough

I can’t go back to that life, and throw it all away

Staying away has taking it’s toll, has making my life rough

But I’ve had enough, watching the world through a window taking it day by day

By the strength of god who has encouraged me through my child

Have I gone insane, or have i gotten used to the pain

Until the day the streets took my of child, I must take to the streets and never again smile

If I have to go door to door, until I gun down my son’s killer dead lying on the floor

Never stopping, never sleep, never again in my heart be me

Drinking and kicking ass, until I hit rock bottom falling flat

I looked at through a drunken blur, I saw a bright light

Of who me and my promise to my son were

At that moment, I realized who I am the end plan

Even if my boyz gone I need to pick up where it all began

Then I realized this is who I am, a good dad, and a hell of a man

STRANGER MAN !!!!!!!!!

               STRANGER MAN!!!

There was a mother !who was caring and nothing in between

She spared her life in the hands of others

I knew the day I met her she would be the world’s greatest mother

Except for mine, there is no comparison

As yours were well mannered and mild, and hers was the devils child

She gave up her dreams to be a mother at a young age

Without hesitation it was her job her only way

She knew she had to be more than a mother, morally a best friend

There were times of a stern hand, being as fair as she can

She found herself in this predicament over and over again

She was the nicest most kind, mother you could come by

Till the day a stranger took her child away, without a reason why

That’s the day she changed her first she cried, then vengeful an eye for an eye

She made it her passion, to find this stranger man, she watched every guy

That walked by, has she found him again, for months she struck out

Getting even was all that was on her mind, it was all she could talk about

Then it came so clear, this stranger man she can tell he must be near

A mother has a six sense about things of this manner

He was across the road at the diner, before he could turn

There she was she appeared, first shot missed and grazed him in the ear

 The second and third didn’t, he’s dead it’s clear she road off with her neighbor

Who was at the diner old man John Deere, the whole diner clapped because they understand?

The guy next to you could be that stranger man, well she thought she’d have closure

And peace to a mother who once smile, but it made her gun down ever other missing child’s

Abducting stranger man, look out for the soccer mom with a gun in her hand

WITH OR WITHOUT YOU

WITH OR WITHOUT YOU

The feel of my touch

The warmth of your cold

I love you so much

Till the day we grow old

Without you the loneliness  are secrets to my soul

when we're Together our hearts beat as one

the only part of life thats true

 when my heart skips a beat for you

I’ll do whatever it takes

To hold you deep in my arms

remembering our first date,seems like yesterday

watching the sun come down like a fire at dean lake

Without you and all the mean things you  say

to tell the truth If it was anyone else I’d walk away

Then your eyes become my lucky charm

all in all you’ve done everything for me you can

at the end of the day you Make me want to be a better man

you're the reason i get out of bed

like holding you close keeping you near

i dream of every word you ever said

walking on the beach in the rain

laughing as the raindrops are falling on our head

as we raced to the peer

you looked in the mirror your mascara ran

i tried not to laugh but i'm just a man

her laugh turned to tears,what should i do

right now i just don't want to be hear

i see in your eyes the pain, so i cry to

cause i'd walk in mile in burning fire

to take all your pain away from you


i'd carry you through a bed of roses

your my every thought,my falling desire

cause in the end your the heart that i chose

you're the only heart i know