KNOCK! KNOCK

  KNOCK! KNOCK
Is that you GOD, knocking at my door

Can you give me a few minutes a few minutes more?

To tell my family what they mean to me

And without them who knows who I’d be

What’s that!! Take my time, thank you

It seems you stopped over quite earlier than I thought

There's never enough time to count the cost

and When we die with regrets  all is lost

I’m not a selfish man I know I owe my life to you

It scares me so much to know my time here is done

So now you know there are so many things you could have done

You never had enough time to become someone

And I know me too! I said I’d do it tomorrow

As we learn late in life tomorrow never comes

And today goes on and on

I don’t regret the short time left

And you came personally to bring me home

Maybe because you didn't want me to die alone

So when you get a knock at the door

Man up! Because you never know what lye’s next door

LET HER GO

        LET HER GO

Let her go and you’ll find

There is no love deeper than mine

No one knows why the good die young

It happens like the rising of the sun

And her Life went so damn fast

In my dreams she never last

Like a fairy tale at the sight of light she is gone

Then she’s gone and you’re all alone

She’s all and everything you’re thinking of

Too Miss her is a hell of a drug

When it comes to her you can’t get enough

Can you see her when you close your eyes?

Is she in every car that passes by

You let her go, so you let her go

Everything you see makes you feel alone

Everyone you love moves on and on

When the light starts burning low

You know it’s time to let her go

Cause if you love her you’ll let her go

You don’t have to say it she already knows

YOU GO BE GONE GIRL

 YOU GO BE GONE GIRL

How can something so lovely

 Come out of three colors

In drawing the end is last to be discovered

He speaks out loud, she aint trying to hear it now

It’s what he’s thinking about but the words aint coming out

So now what he’s trying to say, gone girl go away

He can no longer remember

Started in March it’s now December

He can no longer recognize his own daughter

Forgotten all he has taught her

Cause gone girl has taking who you were

He shouts out, but it doesn’t get louder

He asks himself does dream have sound

And why is gone girl always around

He ask because his dreams have gotten gone

This is the new me I’m not making it much longer

How you say I've never been stronger

Move on I’m all wrong girl

We’re fighting 24/7 and I’m standing still

So you wear a mask to hide the shame

This passion for life aint nothing but a game

Tired of you tearing down my friends

You leave and there you are back again

Saying all the things you said

Telling me you wish I was dead

Girl come on leave me along

If your going be gone

Don’t make my regression prolong

Cause me and my friends

With or without you gonna have a good time

And you stalk me on FACEBOOK

Who’s this new friend of mine

She’s new she’s nice

She never starts a fight

What she’s got you’ll never have

A passion for life does it makes you sad

I didn't think so, first you Gots to have a heart

A man and a place to go

Can’t you get it, can’t you take a clue

I’m in love and it aint with you

That’s right take that pill

To make you chill

As far as I’m concerned your gone girl

I blocked and defriended you on my Facebook

You came right back on there with a new look

But I knew right away I could tell

Your so dumb you can’t spell

Telling my peeps I’m going to hell

I guess you’d know your already there

I don’t mean to deviate but when your on

Face book gone girl you need to learn to abbreviate

Because your words are starting to suffocate

And your stupidity is fully accumulating

I’m tired of the retaliations filled with accusations

Only reason you’re not gone girl yet

Preaching to the quire at your congregation

Your lack on common sense has

Caused your obvious retardation

But I must make a confession about

Your racist regression, and foolish

Ideas has caused frustrations

So what do I have to block the world

Just to block and make you gone girl.

NEVER BEEN

      NEVER BEEN

I see the way you look at him

What might have never been surely will never be again

Never been so happy to say goodbye

Never been so happy to tell you a lie

I guess you can’t say goodbye to what you’ve never had

Watching the good times turn into bad

Never thought another man could make you smile

The grin must have lasted a million miles

Maybe we've never been all along

Or maybe you don’t think of me in some sad song

Never been one to admit someone else could love your child

Never been a guy who speaks his mind

Or to find myself a violent kind

Never been a guy to cry over spilled milk

But when it comes to you I will

Every time I see you with him

Think back to what might have been

But this time I know never again

Never again will I see the look in your eye

Never again will I be the one to hold you when you cry

Never again maybe cause we never been all awhile

Never thought you’d whisper in someone else’s ear

And watch him kiss you on New Year to your favorite song

Maybe this never again is a better man than I've never been all along

ISN'T IT SOMETHING

   ISN'T IT SOMETHING

You left me so long ago

 does it hurt when you breath,do you care what you done to me

Isn't it something, how you can still make me smile

Not a moment too soon, I loved you all the while

I've known deep down not a whisper not a sound

   lingered a love all on my own  isn't it something

For so long I've been waiting for a knock at the door

 I've never seen this side of you the side I adore

You left me so lonely, With a heart blinded with  bitter

Just how much text of you I twittered

 i'll never give in, and someday again

to a place were we go, to a love we used to know

every time I go back to where we've been,,I see you with him

 is it a surprise or was it planned, every time I see you it's another man

Some day’s turns to nights, others stand still

Now you say it’s sweeter than it’s ever been before

Isn't it something, but I still love you so

 I’m no longer bitter that was so many years ago

Isn't it something how long this ride will go

SHE HOLDS MY HEART

SHE HOLDS MY HEART

She holds my heart, i hold hers too 

I love her so much there's nothing i wouldn't do

and i watched her first step

Her every step takes my breath away

Watching you grow into a beautiful young lady

Holding you close for popcorn and flicks

Never knowing what’s coming next

OMG! At seven the boys are already starting to text

So as I promised we’re headed to the park

She ride your bike and I got to carry it back

As she stop to watch the birds playing

You ask me if I know what their saying

She starts to skip over lines in the side walk

How can she say so much and never talk

Missing a skip on the way home from the park

As she skins her knee my heart begins to stop

How can someone so small, make me feel so small?

I’m a guy who goes through life tough

When she’s around you turn my heart to mush

Now a few years have gone by

I’m checking FB! And threatening the guys

She’s thirteen going on twenty one

Watching her as her world has just begun

She’s growing too fast….Slow down girl 

Take time to figure out this DAMN world

Remember every moment because they never last

She spends her life living in the past

So now she’s met the man of your dreams

In her world he’s everything…. So it seems

So he’s not perfect, but he loves my girl

That’s good enough in my world

She’s married now with a little one the way

She’ll cherish the times we had some day

And she sings a song to her kids her grandma used to sing

In her grandmas eyes she was everything

Now she’s older and your kids have grown

They left home, and now she’s all alone

Cherish every moment with their grand parents

Cause hers will soon be gone

The moral is stay young, as long as you can

Because in life there’s no second chance

FOREVER AND ALWAYS

FOREVER AND ALWAYS

I now must go through my broken life

The falling depths. Of these lonely nights

And I oh yes I!! Promise to always love you

Through everything I've done

To the Day that it all had begun, I swear I will

Always promise to be true, what I've done I've done for you

Forgive all I've done, there’s never been another one

And please! Remember me, where ever you are

Always and forever you’re my guiding star

Until that final day comes, when I can no longer love anyone

And they lay me down to rest, lay your picture upon my arms

Even though! For me you’re no longer in love

And I know I am not the one you’re dreaming of

Always and forever! And you’re in the arms of another

Do you close your eyes when you’re in his arms

Are you safe does he keep you warm

And do you think about those nights we were together

But you say I’m not what you’re looking for

Someday I know I’ll find you upon my door

Until the time has come I’ll see you again in my dreams where love never ends

 I will see you on the other side and then forever and always

I’ll do what you need, in time too you’ll think of me