WHY CAN’T I BE ME AGAIN!
Watching people being affectionate is how I used to be
That person I’m watching used to be me
When did I stop becoming the guy I used to be
Feeling like a hard fall, getting hit with this reality call
Is it good I’m not that guy anymore?
Everything in life happens for a reason what this was for
Watching everyone revolve around, in a world I don’t belong
Like fighting a fight you know you’re going to lose
If you when this fight will you then again become you
I’m not asking for a lot, just to be normal
Not someone who’s super special just a life that’s informal
Everyone I touch, dies from what? Is it me or life’s just tough?
I have so many questions that only god know
This life I’m living is not the one I chose
Sometimes I’m ill some days are up others are low
Who is this guy, he is not someone I know